What occurred when I was alone in the darkness, under the sorrow tree, you don't know. You don't know my despair. You don't even know my exhilaration, how it felt-first in forest and then in Ayodhya - when I was the most beloved women in creation. Listen to this brilliant retelling of Ramayana from sita's vision. Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni is the author of "The forest of enchantments.