She did everything right. Harvard trained lawyer, federal prosecutor. But inside, Amanda was unraveling. Raised in a tight-knit Arab American immigrant community, she was taught that success meant stability. A job, a title, a marriage. But the path that promised security left her burnt out, disconnected, and questioning everything.

In this deeply personal conversation, Amanda shares how trauma, identity, faith, and cultural expectations shaped her life and how breaking away from it all led her to meditation, spiritual healing, and a return to her roots in Islam. This is a story for anyone who has ever looked around at a “successful” life and thought: Why do I still feel so lost?

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