In this episode of Built From Broken, I continue my story at the Hillcrest House during my 9th grade year. This chapter covers my very first job at McDonald’s, the lessons and small joys that came with it, and the growing control and isolation I faced at home with Steve and Monica.

I share the push-and-pull of that time — moments of independence, new friendships, and staying busy with work, volunteering, and youth group — contrasted with the constant tension of living under watchful eyes and never feeling like I could measure up. From being misunderstood and dismissed to finding glimpses of comfort in the smallest places, this season of my life was both exhausting and defining.

It’s a raw look at how survival sometimes means keeping busy, holding onto small joys, and realizing that even in the hardest environments, growth is still possible.