You know you are not walking a straight path, if your past is constantly showing that you need to rethink about taking the next step, without considering the importance of what it was trying to tell you in the first place. The longer you avoid it, the more "ifs" will come in to question. 

If you are are not exploring your curiosities, if you are not listening to your gut, if you are not listening to your thoughts, how will you find where you fit in this world?