Since the last ep. on Aug. 18th, I have had to take a break. I wasn't even in a good space and could not guarantee my own safety for myself. I was tired, broken and at my wits end. I was embarrassed my the choices and decisions I had made. Speaking negatively to me and using everything I had been told in life about myself to fuel the hate of myself. I hurting, so I did the only thing I could do ask for help. I am grateful for my commitment to myself and God. SO without further delay, the journey continues.