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"But I don't want to trust God," I said. And having blurted it out, I realized it was true. I didn't want to be dependent on God. I wanted to demand what was rightfully mine, and get it.

Subdued, but still full of self-justification, I walked back to my office, and then I began to come to terms with my sinful self. Whom was I really angry at?

It came clear to me. My anger was with God. I was angry at the thought of having to depend on Him for our needs.

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Music is Rise Up, O Lord, a recording of Psalm 10 by My Soul Among Lions.