I cast a net and fret that

I will not be eating

I’m not blessed with sense

Everyone finds so easy

Well I try to press ahead

The water's freezing

Been a better person

Since I stopped believing

Thank god

I wish this fear was less frightening

My best years weren’t behind me

Wish my tears were inspiring

Wish these feelings were silenced

I wish this man was an island

I’m trapped in an asylum

This disease has gone viral

Fire a mayday flare, cause

I just don't know what tomorrow will hold

But who knows some days I just can't seem to care

I'm going to row 'til I've worn down the oars

I don't want a place in the madness parade

I don't expect to get the answers

That I plead for

In the end I'm sandwiched

Between bad and evil

Can't express the dissidence

Inside myself

I made a mess of everything

To find the centre

I did

I hear a screaming inside me

Like the screech of a siren

My the demons are biting

Can't mask feelings with violence

My inner beast’s something phallic

Don’t tell me not to panic

Won a seat on Titanic

Iceberg dead ahead!