The most difficult time in my life, (and I have had many), was when my brother committed suicide. I have not experienced such grief nor wept like that before or since. After his death, I remember lying on my bed with the shades drawn all by myself and rethinking our life together. We faced tough times and good times together. We had our sibling rivalries to be sure, but I can say that we always deeply loved each other . . . https://www.wordsfortheday.com/index.php/2021/09/the-most-difficult-of-times/