I discuss how desperate those years or months or days are immediately before salvation, the knowledge of our sin has arrived, but not yet the mercy which relieves us of it.

Mentioned in the podcast, Tim Challies' article, The Most Terrifying Thing God Can Do

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://the-end-time.org/2022/03/17/the-most-terrifying-thing-god-can-do-in-which-i-testify-to-gods-grace-in-saving-me/