It’s hard to wait for something you want so much when everywhere you look there are people who are celebrating that very thing. Yet this is so many of us. There are hopes we have some we are loud about, others reside in the depths of our hearts that we can’t share and with each passing day we struggle to wait. Too often in the anxiety or sadness, we try to take control to force the thing even while we know deep down that this isn’t the way to do it.