Caroline and I have very similar stories. Both finding drugs and alcohol at a young age. We both also lost our dads this year. She recently celebrated 13 years clean and sober! We talk about how we stay sober today through all our adversity in sobriety. She is also the author of the book that I have linked below! She also has a newsletter for people to sign up at the link also below

Book

https://www.carolinebeidler.com/downstairschurch

Newsletter

https://carolinebeidler.substack.com/