I'm the self proclaimed best widow ever - my story? I'm writing a first year grief memoir titled confessions of the best widow ever! I'm a parent, a pastor, and the president of own fan club! Last week I installed two smoke detectors, apologized to my children for being a terror during our recent transition (I hate moving) and used my crock pot 5 consecutive times this month which is a record for me...maybe even a world record! I love Jesus, but he wasn't always my jam. I'd rather  drink coke, but it's not good for me. I'd rather hang my clothes out to dry, but my friends think I should embrace modern appliances, I watch the first and last episode of every Netflix show before I watch the season. And finally I was married to a man that died three years ago and I'm still alive! A miracle of miracles I am!