Becoming Love | Episode 2

the only way to be

for the ones who always knew there was more

In this raw and reverent reflection, I speak about remembering parts of my childhood for the first time — in 2023. Whole years of my life, once blacked out, are slowly returning. Piece by piece. Memory by memory.

Alongside this unfolding is something I’ve always known deep down: that I would do something big. That I would help people. That God would use me.

But the reality of living that out? Far harder than I imagined.

I speak honestly about what it means to push through patterns, follow God into the unknown-but-known, and cling to Him like the rope holding me at the edge of a cliff.

Being with God — beholding Him, waiting on Him, enjoying Him — is the only way forward. The only way to truly live.

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Becoming Love is an unfolding of what it means to live loved by God.

No script. Just heart.

Each drawing is part of the story — a visual expression of becoming. I hope to make them available soon, as prints and digital downloads, for anyone who wants to support this journey and take a piece of it home.