Whew....this episode was a doozy. I recorded this one at a very random moment when I just needed a release. I've realized that my perfectionism was tied to my ego, which I believe has been bruised and killed in this season of my life. I am not really who I thought I was, and I am learning that this is the best and most beautiful thing because who I defined myself as, has nothing on who I actually was and am currently becoming. I was comfortable with selling myself short. I thought I was doing what was best for me but I did not have the slightest clue. I am embracing my human-ness, and realizing that this does not make me less perfect, but rather more complete. I love me.