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  • EP 15: I Thought I Was a Christian… But I Was Lukewarm - Testimony

    What if you thought you were a Christian—but were actually living lukewarm?

    In this episode of The Pink Apostle, I share a deeply personal testimony about the moment God revealed that my faith had become cultural rather than surrendered. After leaving the LDS church and believing I had found biblical Christianity, I spent years doing all the “right” things—reading my Bible, going to church, praying—yet something in my relationship with Jesus was missing.

    Through Scripture and conviction from the Holy Spirit, God showed me that knowing about Him is not the same as truly knowing Him.

    This episode is the beginning of a new season for the podcast—one focused less on scripted teaching and more on sharing the real, ongoing journey of walking with Jesus.

    Key Takeaways

    It’s possible to know Christian language, attend church, and still live spiritually lukewarm.

    -Cultural Christianity can look convincing outwardly while the heart remains unsurrendered.

    -Scripture warns that not everyone who calls Jesus “Lord” truly knows Him.

    -God often uses conviction, Scripture, and other believers to awaken us spiritually.

    -A genuine relationship with Jesus produces transformation from the inside out.

    -True faith is not just intellectual agreement—it is surrender.

    -Our testimonies are powerful tools God uses to reach others.

    Scriptures Mentioned

    Matthew 7:21–23

    Revelation 3:16

    Revelation 12:11

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    29 min
  • EP 14: Is a Cup of Coffee a Salvation Issue? Examining the LDS Word of Wisdom

    Is salvation really connected to what’s in your mug? In this episode of The Pink Apostle, we take a close look at the LDS Word of Wisdom—a teaching that governs daily life and determines worthiness within Mormonism—and compare it carefully with the Word of God.We explore how a revelation originally given “not by commandment or constraint” became a requirement for temple worthiness and exaltation, how it is enforced today, and whether Joseph Smith himself lived by it. Most importantly, we ask the deeper gospel question: Does righteousness come through rules—or through Christ?Key Takeaways- The Word of Wisdom was originally given not as a commandment, yet it is now enforced as a worthiness requirement.- LDS worthiness can hinge on diet and drink, while the Bible ties worthiness to the blood of Christ alone.- Joseph Smith did not consistently live according to the Word of Wisdom after it was revealed.- God’s commands in Scripture call for immediate obedience, not phased-in righteousness.- The Bible warns against elevating “do not taste, do not touch” regulations to spiritual status.- Salvation is not found in discipline, restriction, or health codes—but in Jesus’ finished work.- Christian freedom does not reject wisdom, but it refuses to replace grace with law.Scriptures MentionedLDS Scripture* Doctrine and Covenants 89:1–5* Doctrine and Covenants 89:9* Doctrine and Covenants 89:12–13* Doctrine and Covenants 89:18–21Bible* Exodus 12:27-28* Matthew 4:20* Romans 5:8–9* Colossians 2:20–22* Hebrews 10:14* Galatians 2:21* John 6:28–29Affiliate & Sponsor Links📖 LOGOS Bible SoftwareThe #1 tool I use for Bible study. As an affiliate, I can get you an exclusive discount!👉 www.logos.com/thepinkapostle🍫 Prima Protein BarsClean, high-protein bars made with simple ingredients. A staple in my home!👉 https://www.eatprima.com/thepinkapostle☕ Seven Weeks CoffeeEvery cup supports pregnancy care centers across the country. Drink coffee with a purpose!👉 https://snwbl.io/seven-weeks-coffee/thepinkapostle

    17 min
  • EP 13: Baptisms for the Dead: What the Bible Actually Teaches with Karli Lyman

    What are baptisms for the dead—and does the Bible actually support them? 

    In this conversation, Katie is joined by Karli Lyman (creator of ExMormon Bible Study) to examine the LDS doctrine of baptisms for the dead through Scripture, history, and the gospel of grace. 

    This episode unpacks why salvation is not transferable, how works-based systems burden believers, and why Christ’s finished work is truly sufficient for both the living and the dead. If you’ve ever wondered whether ordinances, genealogy, or temple work are necessary for salvation, this episode will point you back to the freedom found in grace alone, through faith alone, in Christ alone.


    Guest

    Karli Lyman — Founder of ExMormon Bible Study
    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@exmormon_biblestudy
    Website: https://exmormonbiblestudy.com/
    Article discussed:
    https://exmormonbiblestudy.com/2025/10/09/baptism-for-the-dead-evolution-of-the-doctrine-on-salvation-for-the-dead/


    Key Takeaways

    • Baptisms for the dead are not commanded or taught in Scripture.
    • LDS doctrine on salvation for the dead changed repeatedly over time.
    • 1 Corinthians 15:29 does not teach proxy baptism.
    • Salvation is by grace through faith, not ordinances or works.
    • No believer is responsible for another person’s salvation.
    • Jesus does not share His role as Savior—His work is finished.
    • Scripture calls us to proclaim the gospel to the living, not perform rituals for the dead.
    • True rest is found in trusting Christ’s sufficiency, not striving to earn favor.

    Scriptures Mentioned

    • 1 Corinthians 15 (esp. vv. 17–18, 29, 31, 37–39, 56)
    • Ephesians 2:8–9
    • Luke 9:59–60
    • Hebrews 9:27
    • Hebrews 10
    • Romans 5
    • Romans 8:1
    • Jeremiah 17:10
    • Matthew 22
    • Acts 7:48
    • John 19:30

    LDS Texts (Contextual Comparison)

    • Moroni 8:22–23
    • Doctrine & Covenants 64
    • Doctrine & Covenants 76
    • Doctrine & Covenants 124
    • Doctrine & Covenants 127–128
    • Joseph Smith’s 1836 Vision (Alvin Smith)
    • King Follett Discourse

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    46 min
  • EP 12: Resting in Grace: Letting Go of LDS Worthiness Culture

    Today’s episode is about worthiness: what it meant for me growing up LDS, what the temple recommend questions actually ask, and how all of that compares to the freedom we have in Jesus.

    This conversation is close to my heart because, when I was Mormon, I lived and breathed the idea of being “worthy.” Worthy of God’s love, worthy of my temple recommend, worthy of eternal life. But in Christ, I’ve discovered that worthiness isn’t something we earn — it’s something we receive through Him.

    We’ll explore:

    • Why “worthiness” is central to LDS salvation

    • What the temple recommend interview really asks

    • The meaning of “priesthood keys” vs. biblical authority

    • The difference between LDS covenants and the New Covenant in Jesus

    • Why true worthiness can’t come from behavior or institutions — only from grace

    Before we begin, I invite you to pause and pray with me — that the Lord would guide this conversation and open our hearts to His truth.

    📖 Scriptures Mentioned

    • Luke 24:49 – “Endued with power from on high.”

    • Acts 1:8 – “You will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you.”

    • John 14:13–14 – “Whatever you ask in My name, I will do it.”

    • John 20:21–22 – “Receive the Holy Spirit.”

    • Revelation 1:18 – Jesus holds the keys of death and Hades.

    • Hebrews 8:6 – Jesus is the mediator of a better covenant.

    • Colossians 1:12–14 – The Father has qualified you.

    • 2 Corinthians 3:5–6 – Our sufficiency is from God.

    • Romans 8:1 – “There is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.”

    • Romans 3:23 – “All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.”

    • Hebrews 4:16 – “Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace.”

      💬 Key LDS References

    • Russell M. Nelson, General Conference (2021) – “A temple recommend reflects a deep, spiritual intent…”

    • Dallin H. Oaks, General Conference (April 2014) – “Priesthood keys are the authority God has given…”

    • Gospel Topics: Covenants – “All covenants are tests of obedience and require that we give up something for God.”

    ❤️ Main TakeawayIn the LDS Church, worthiness is a constant test — tied to obedience, tithing, garments, and loyalty to leadership.
    But in the Bible, worthiness is a gift.
    Through Christ, we are already declared righteous, accepted, and loved — not by what we do, but by what He did.

    In Jesus, your worthiness isn’t up for review. It’s already finished at the cross. ✝️

    ✨ Resources & Links

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    If today’s episode encouraged you, please take a second to subscribe, rate, and leave a review wherever you’re listening — it helps more people discover The Pink Apostle and hear the truth of Jesus. Share this episode with a friend who’s wrestling with feelings of unworthiness or coming out of the LDS church — you never know how God might use your share to bring freedom to someone’s heart. 💗

    19 min
  • EP 11: Tangled and the Bible: An Illustration of Truth vs. Deception

    What does Disney’s Tangled have to do with the Bible and the LDS church? In this conversation, my friend Juanita Longenbach (biblical Christian, former Utah resident, and certified Master Splankna® practitioner) shares the Tangled illustration she developed years ago—an analogy that helped me personally when I first left Mormonism.

    We unpack how words like “Jesus” and “gospel” can sound the same but mean very different things, why critical thinking matters when testing truth claims, and how to approach LDS friends and missionaries with gentleness, respect, and gospel clarity. You’ll also hear Juanita’s story of developing a heart for the Latter-day Saint community, her simple critical thinking exercise for kids, and why the real Jesus—not a replica—makes all the difference.

    If you’ve ever wondered how to lovingly engage with LDS beliefs, this episode will equip you with both compassion and truth.


    Guest: Juanita Longenbach — Biblical Christian, certified Master Splankna® practitioner, and close friend of Katie.

    IG: @open.rose.wellness

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    Key Takeaways

    Tangled perfectly illustrates deception vs. truth: Rapunzel believed Gothel was her mom, but belief didn’t make it true.

    LDS and Christian terms often sound identical but carry very different meanings.

    Critical thinking: don’t believe something just because someone told you—test it against reality and Scripture.

    A kid-friendly exercise can help children learn to investigate truth for themselves.

    Christians aren’t hostile toward people—we love them—but we must reject lies, whether taught in Mormonism or from pulpits claiming Christianity.

    The gospel is clear and simple: salvation is through Christ alone, by His death, burial, and resurrection (1 Cor. 15:1–4).

    We’re called to love LDS friends and missionaries with gentleness, respect, and confidence in Scripture.

    Scriptures Mentioned:

    1 Corinthians 15:1–4 – The true gospel message

    1 Peter 3:15 – Be ready to give an answer with gentleness and respect

    John 10:28 – No one can snatch them out of God’s hand

    Romans 8:1 – No condemnation for those in Christ

    Galatians 2:20 – Christ lives in me

    Matthew 5:3 – Blessed are the poor in spirit

    Resources & Related

    Tangled Illustration Document — https://docs.google.com/document/d/19CVo1G-xvat1sfiWeZGF-z-Z0jmfvN81/edit?usp=sharing&ouid=109070304932830309387&rtpof=true&sd=true

    OR DM @thepinkapostle or @open.rose.wellness the words “Tangled Illustration” and we’ll send you the full document (with scripture references & notes).

    Book in progress: Juanita is writing a book on critical thinking using this illustration. Listeners who donate $50+ to the podcast will receive a copy when it’s published.

    Juanita’s Practice: OpenRose.Wellness.com (coupon code PINK for 20% off sessions; virtual + in-person in San Antonio).


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    50 min
  • Lukewarm Christianity: It’s Not What You Think

    HEART CHECK CARD: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1EJBywSEyGEyaiTuD8RxntTXFTXxCP7HQQ15wR1KO1ZI/edit?usp=sharing


    “I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth.” — Revelation 3:15–16

    Jesus doesn’t sugarcoat it—lukewarm faith is dangerous. But here’s the truth: I lived that way for years, and I didn’t even realize it. What I thought was real Christianity… wasn’t what I thought it was.

    In this episode, I’m sharing my full conference message about the difference between living lukewarm and living on fire for Christ.

    We’ll walk through:

    • The four marks of a lukewarm (WARM) Christian

    • The four marks of an on FIRE Christian

    • How repentance moves us from resistant to refreshed

    • Practical ways to live a Spirit-filled life that bears real fruit

    📖 Scriptures referenced: Revelation 3:15-16, Galatians 5:22-25, Colossians 3:5, Titus 2:11-12, Acts 3:19, 2 Peter 1:3-8, Luke 9:23, Galatians 2:20

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    45 min
  • EP 10: Jesus Paid It All: What Grace Really Means with Dr. Derwin Grey

    What is grace—really? In this conversation, Dr. Derwin Gray (lead pastor of Transformation Church, former NFL player, and author) helps us trade striving for surrender. We unpack the difference between grace and earning, why “Jesus already scored 100” changes our daily lives, and how the Holy Spirit forms Christ in us (sanctification). We talk about assurance (“no condemnation”), what James means by “faith without works,” and the Old Testament picture of atonement that points straight to Jesus. If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re doing “enough” for God, this episode will help you rest in the One who already finished the work.GuestDr. Derwin L. Gray — Lead Pastor of Transformation Church; former NFL defensive back; author and speaker. IG: @derwinlgrayKey TakeawaysGrace isn’t a boost for good people; it’s God’s rescue for desperate people.You don’t live for God’s approval—you live from it.The grace that saves you is the same grace that grows you.Works don’t earn salvation; grace produces fruit.Set your mind on Christ—abiding renews your desires.There is no condemnation for those in Christ; Jesus doesn’t “unsave” His people.Scriptures MentionedEphesians 2:8–9 – Saved by grace through faith2 Corinthians 5:21 – He became sin so we become God’s righteousnessRomans 8:1 – No condemnation in ChristGalatians 2:20 – Christ lives in meJames 2:14–17 – Faith and works in context of love for neighborRomans 6:1–4 – Shall we keep sinning? By no meansColossians 3:1–2 – Set your mind on things above2 Corinthians 10:5 – Take every thought captive (correct ref for the “thoughts” passage)John 5:39–40 – Scriptures testify to JesusJohn 10:28 – No one can snatch them from His handJohn 1:14 – Full of grace and truthMatthew 5:3 – Blessed are the poor in spiritLeviticus 16 – Day of Atonement (mercy seat pointing to Christ)(Contextual reference mentioned) 2 Nephi 25:23 – “After all we can do” (contrast with biblical grace)Resources & RelatedTransformation Church — https://transformationchurch.tc/Derwin Gray on IG: @derwinlgrayAffiliate & Sponsor Links📖 LOGOS Bible SoftwareThe #1 tool I use for Bible study. As an affiliate, I can get you an exclusive discount!👉 www.logos.com/thepinkapostle🍫 Prima Protein BarsClean, high-protein bars made with simple ingredients. A staple in my home!👉 https://www.eatprima.com/thepinkapostle☕ Seven Weeks CoffeeEvery cup supports pregnancy care centers across the country. Drink coffee with a purpose!👉https://sevenweekscoffee.com/?snowball=thepinkapostle&utm_source=snowball&utm_medium=ambassador-program&utm_campaign=thepinkapostleFollow Me for More📸 Instagram → @thepinkapostle🎵 TikTok → @thepinkapostle

    49 min
  • EP 9: Priesthood, Freemasonry, and the Gospel of Jesus Christ

    In this episode of The Pink Apostle Podcast, we continue our deep dive into the roots of LDS temple theology and turn our focus to the priesthood.

    The LDS Church claims its priesthood is a restoration of something ancient and biblical. But when we hold that claim up to the light of Scripture, we see a different story:

    👉 The biblical priesthood was always pointing forward to Jesus.
    👉 His priesthood is permanent, perfect, and final.
    👉 In Christ, believers are a royal priesthood—not through ordination, but through spiritual rebirth.

    Together, we’ll explore:

    • What the priesthood is in the Bible and why it mattered under the Old Covenant

    • How Jesus fulfilled it completely as our High Priest

    • How the LDS priesthood system deviates from the gospel

    • The striking influence of Freemasonry on LDS priesthood and temple rituals

    • Why the gospel of Jesus is better than any human hierarchy

    This is about more than history or theology—it’s about your access to God. And if you are in Christ, you don’t need a veil, a recommend, or a secret name to draw near to Him. You just need Jesus.


    Scriptures Referenced

    Old Testament:

    • Exodus 28 (establishment of the Levitical priesthood)

    • Genesis 14 (Melchizedek blesses Abraham)

    New Testament:

    • Hebrews 7:24–25 — “Because Jesus lives forever, He holds His priesthood permanently. Therefore, He is able to save completely those who come to God through Him, since He always lives to intercede for them.”

    • Hebrews 9:11–12 — “He entered the Most Holy Place once for all time—not by the blood of goats and calves, but by His own blood, having obtained eternal redemption.”

    • Hebrews 8:13 — “By saying a new covenant, He has declared that the first is obsolete. And what is obsolete and growing old is about to pass away.”

    • 1 Peter 2:9 — “You are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for His own possession, that you may proclaim the praises of the One who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.”

    • Acts 1:8 — “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come on you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”

    • Galatians 1:6 — “I am astonished that you are so quickly turning to a different gospel—not that there is another one, but there are some who trouble you and want to distort the gospel of Christ.”

    • Romans 5:1–2 — “Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand, and we boast in the hope of the glory of God.”


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    18 min
  • EP 8: LDS Temples, Freemasonry, and the Truth About Worship

    For years, the LDS temple was the very center of my faith. I believed its ordinances were the key to eternal life, my family’s salvation, and my worthiness before God.

    But when I compared LDS temple teachings to Scripture—and discovered their ties to Freemasonry—everything changed.

    In this episode of The Pink Apostle Podcast, I share my personal journey and explore:

    - The surprising historical connection between LDS temple ceremonies and Freemasonry

    - What the Bible teaches about the temple—from the Tabernacle to Jesus Christ

    - Why the gospel gives us something far better than secret names, handshakes, or veils.

    If you’ve ever wondered about the origins of LDS temple worship—or how it compares to God’s Word—this episode is for you.


    📖 Scriptures Referenced in This Episode:

    Exodus 25:8

    Leviticus 16

    John 2:19

    Mark 15:38

    Hebrews 9:8–10; 10:19–20

    1 Corinthians 3:16

    John 14

    Romans 8

    Ephesians 3:20

    Deuteronomy 18:10–12


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    23 min
  • Matthew Intro & Chapter 1

    Today we’re laying the foundation for our Bible study through the Gospel of Matthew. We’ll talk about who Matthew was, why his gospel matters, and how he shows us Jesus as the long-awaited Messiah. This episode covers key Old Testament prophecies Matthew draws from—including Genesis 3:15, Genesis 12:3, Genesis 49:10, Deuteronomy 18:15, Micah 5:2, Isaiah 7:14, Isaiah 9:6–7, Isaiah 53:3–6, and Isaiah 61:1–2.

    Resources used in this episode include Logos Faithlife Study Bible and Verse By Verse Ministry.

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    51 min

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This podcast is my journey from works to grace, doubt to faith, and striving to surrender. Jesus calls His followers to be the salt of the earth and the light of the world, and through this podcast, I…