“Now that I’m at this new zero--not a new normal, but new zero--what am I going to do from here? Am I really going to tour the country for a net total of $600 every two months? I don’t think I’m going to do that, and I am going to look at different ways to put my art together and to work on it and not feel like I’m completely on the knife’s edge because we’ve been living on the knife’s edge for the last fourteen months.”