In this meta-tation, Kell explores the practice of disruption as it relates to our spiritual development and also our spiritual grounding.  How can we engage seemingly "heretical" thinking to move us forward into a reconstructed faith and how can we be intentional about placing ourselves in challenging worship spaces that keep us centered in our faith?  Kell discusses a seminal moment in her journey reading M.Scott Peck's A Different Drum and his theory on the Four Stages of Spiritual Development as well her more recent reading of Rohr's Falling Upward.  Also, articles from the Harvard Crimson on Harvard taking on Orthodox Christianity and the America Magazine's account of Pope Francis' warning against Gnosticism.  All this and the story of Kell's most humiliating moment of her life - on stage, in front of a room packed with 20 year old Evangelicals.