What's wrong with me?

Oh I was born in silence

Help me see

Remove this thorn with pliers

The storm's in me

And I am worn and weary

I'm all at sea

All hope is disappearing

My life's a gripping book

No one will read

A silver hook

Where hand should be

A filthy noose

Slung from a tree

This isn't who I was supposed to be

I try to kill the truth

Before it speaks

Patch up the roof

Before it leaks

Walk miles in shoes

On different feet

A little tune that I composed with dreams

On

Help me move on

Help me be strong

I promise I didn't mean to start this siege inside myself

Gone

Where have I gone?

Everything's wrong

I wander in a field where I can't see where's safe to step

I took some hits

And now my life's gone septic

Been through some shit

But I can't find the exit

I'm on my own

I think my soul has left me

I'm torn with holes

And I am so damn empty

Well I've grown disaster

Like a boil

I've thrown a match

Towards some oil

This phoney mask

Just won't come off

Danger's sweet and I've acquired the taste

I'm trying to

Connect the dots

To separate the

True from false

Ineptitude or minor flaws?

I cannot dream while I'm still wide awake

On

I can't go on

I'm not that strong

I promise I didn't mean to start this siege inside myself

Gone

Where have I gone?

I don't belong

I'm sorry I can't seem to start believing in myself