are zoe and esme in a homoerotic friendship? that's one secret we'll never tell. in this episode, three special guests tell us about their experience with homoerotic friendships and the subsequent heartbreak of losing a friend. we ask what it means to give yourself permission to love. the guests offer great new questions: what do I do if she's gayer than me? etc. zoe and esme realize internalized homophobia is the only reason their guests lost their lovely "friends". if you're happy or sad about being a little bit gay, this episode is for you. zoo bee zoo bisous bisous.