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"God draws straight with crooked lines."
We’ve all heard it, but what does it actually look like when your life feels more like a zigzag than a straight shot?
This week at The Friary, Brother Jay dives deep into the "crooked lines" of his own journey-from the pain of being kicked out of a fundamentalist church to finding a radical, expansive home as an Episcopal Franciscan. It’s a story about panic attacks at Pride services, the "Jesus-adjacent" life, and the startling realization that the God who promised "I will never leave you" actually meant it.
As we stare down a New Year, we’re ditching the "Hustle" and the "Apathy." We’re looking for a Third Way.
In this episode, we explore:
Why your "Vision Board" might be keeping you from seeing what’s actually there.
The shift from a Map (which is rigid) to a Compass (which is directional).
How to find "The Table" when you’ve been told you don’t belong.
A Franciscan rhythm for 2026 that is about beholding rather than achieving.
Whether you are a devout contemplative, a cynical seeker, or someone just looking for a gentler way to exist in the world—pull up a chair. The door is unlocked.
Let’s breathe, settle in, and begin.
By Br. Jay5
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"God draws straight with crooked lines."
We’ve all heard it, but what does it actually look like when your life feels more like a zigzag than a straight shot?
This week at The Friary, Brother Jay dives deep into the "crooked lines" of his own journey-from the pain of being kicked out of a fundamentalist church to finding a radical, expansive home as an Episcopal Franciscan. It’s a story about panic attacks at Pride services, the "Jesus-adjacent" life, and the startling realization that the God who promised "I will never leave you" actually meant it.
As we stare down a New Year, we’re ditching the "Hustle" and the "Apathy." We’re looking for a Third Way.
In this episode, we explore:
Why your "Vision Board" might be keeping you from seeing what’s actually there.
The shift from a Map (which is rigid) to a Compass (which is directional).
How to find "The Table" when you’ve been told you don’t belong.
A Franciscan rhythm for 2026 that is about beholding rather than achieving.
Whether you are a devout contemplative, a cynical seeker, or someone just looking for a gentler way to exist in the world—pull up a chair. The door is unlocked.
Let’s breathe, settle in, and begin.

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