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The Waters, the Witness, and the Wine


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There was a time when the most captivating part of Noah’s Ark was the logistical absurdity of it all. How could anyone fit every species onto one boat? How did he find a pair of snow leopards—if he was somewhere near Mesopotamia? Did he go on a divine scavenger hunt for kangaroos? Was there really room for the insects, the microbes, the elephants, the entire symphony of living things? And if we take it literally, we’re left sorting through the rubble of impossible questions—geological contradictions, historical gymnastics, textual borrowings. After all, the Epic of Gilgamesh, so much older than Genesis, tells a flood story with strikingly similar bones: the divine warning, the building of a great vessel, animals paired and gathered, the dove sent out to find dry land, the eventual resting on a mountain.

The debates were, for a time, delicious. But I later found them to be exhausting.

From my experience, something remarkable happens when those arguments lose their flavor—when the mind, weary from sorting truth from fiction, right and wrong, history or non-history, when it grows quiet. In the stillness that lurks beneath belief and disbelief, the story(and all story) reveals another nature entirely. The story of Noah and the ark becomes less a question of history and more a reflection of what’s happening inside us, right now. It becomes a sacred metaphor, a map of dissolution— a story of return, wonder and …ponder.

What if the flood is not about water at all, but about the great unmaking, the collapse of egoic identity when the structures of self begin to rot beneath their own weight? What if the ark is the quiet, indestructible refuge of awareness and not a ship? What if the animals are symbols of all our inner opposites, invited not to be tamed or chosen between, but brought aboard altogether? What if the voice that spoke to Noah wasn’t coming from the sky but from the silent depth within?

Seen this way, the story doesn’t belong to a past world or ancient lineage. It belongs to consciousness itself. It belongs to you.

Let us then enter this mythic story not as travelers exploring symbolism and not archaeologists digging for facts, as I set aside the impulse to prove or disprove, and instead open us up to the mirror this narrative quietly holds. Through the lens of nonduality, Noah’s Ark becomes a living parable of undoing, of abiding, and of awakening. It tells of the flood that comes for all of us, a story of a clearing of the illusion that we were ever separate from the sky, the sea, or the Self that carries us through them both. Well, maybe you’d see this was not about any earthly destruction. So we can look at even the name, Noah. Through a quick google search, the name is said to mean peaceful, or stillness in its masculine form. In the feminine it connotes ‘motion’. A clear dualistic paradigm just by the name. If I could interprete the symbol of Noah himself as the personal self, the individual character that plays with the world, in the world. Noah, embarks on a journey to build an ark that in the reverse sense only denotes awareness itself. Awareness being the unshaken container of all appearances. It doesn’t rescue Noah. It is infact Noah’s true nature. The ark engulfs all the animals, the animals being all expressions of duality , opposites in pairs(male and female, predator and prey), preserved within the field of awareness, not destroyed but transcended and included. This reminds me of Chapter 42 of the Tao Te Ching:

The Tao gave birth to One.One gave birth to Two.Two gave birth to Three.Three gave birth to the ten thousand things.

The Tao, the nameless gives form to the two(polarity, duality). The two become three(the harmonizing force of earth, heaven and humanity), the three birth 10,000 things. Ten thousand being the shorthand for all phenomena, all htings.

And so, there was a flood that destroyed the earth, or you could read that as the fllod that was the symbol of desolution of form, identity and all grasped structures. This flood which lasts 40 days becomes a clear symbol of the full cycle of transformation. From christian scriptural narratives you can see the symbol clearly when you look at the 40 days that Moses spent on Sinai or the 40 years of the Israel in the wilderness or Elijah’s journey to Horeb. Or even Jesus’ fasting for 40 days in the wilderness. For any Jungian enthusiast, you can also relate 40 to represet the symbolic gestation period(40 weeks of human pregnancy).

And so, in this 40 days for Noah(and his family), a past collapses. There’s no longer an old world. And there’s not yet a new world. In Dzogchen or Zen terms, it’s bardo— between two nothings. In this collapse, it’s clear that nothing is in anyone’s control. The ark has no steering, no horizon. Noah does not navigate anywhere. He totally surrenders. There’s no longer any efforting but an abidance. In this full cycle, this 40 days of nothing, there is an inner flood of undoing, an abiding in the Ark of Awareness, the waking up to newness. The getting high in the abidance of that which is greater than the identification with form until there’s a need to be embodied. And so the flood ends, Awareness has seen through illusion, the egoic structures are gone but clarity hasn’t stabilized yet. One floats in the quiet unknown. There’s just patience while there is still wetness and no ground, a surrender to the pace of Being. And so Noah sends a raven to find out if there’s land, the raven flies back and forth as the restless mind. Moses then sends the dove, the sign of peace retruning with an olive leaf. Were thoughts still grasping or was silence now yielding to harmony of life as it is? Could those be the symbol? Noah waits for dry land choicelessly as land takes form, as the newness of life emerges, as embodiment becomes gradual and so it is clear ‘old things are past away, behold all things become new’. Noah, the symbol of the identified embodied self, is brought to land to function as man, to live as man. And we are able to see that awakening does not perfect the individual but exposes the person as unreal. Noah gets drunk, naked and exposed. Oh, the subtle hint at the failure of a God that destroyed the earth because of the imperfection of man. Maybe his nakedness was truth without persona, maybe the wine he drank was the mystery of form re-entering awareness. And so Ham, one of Noah’s sons, sees Noah’s nakedness and tells others— the mind reacting to raw Being with judgement and shame. They cover up Noah, the way the mind tries to reclothe mystery in concepts. Haven’t you seen that the ego recoils from things it cannot contain? And so, the story goes on.

Oh, what about those who did not enter the ark because of their unbelief? Why would we blame them? Why would we judge them? I would not enter a freaking boat because some guy tells me the whole world is going to be destroyed except I follow him into this boat with loads of animals. Maybe those individuals are ust a representation of consciousness that still clings to form, identity and separation. Their death is the falling away of untruth, like waves dissolving back into the ocean. Oh, illusion doesn’t really die. It only fails to hold reality.

In discovering the illusion of form and duality, our true essence unbothered by the storms of life, engulfed in awareness— as awareness, the separate-created-identity of our Noah self, this story can be a contemplative jewel. So here are prompts for you!

Contemplative Prompts

What in me is being dismantled by life right now?What do I still try to keep afloat that wants to sink? Where is the part of me that never panicked, even in the storm?Am I willing to wait without resolution? To surrender without anchor?Can I trust the waters to recede on their own?What inner signal tells me it’s time to step out again?What parts of me are exposed after transformation?Can I let myself be seen without spiritual performance?What in me still resists the ark— still fights surrender?Do I judge those parts, or can I meet them as awareness too?

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Contemplative Currents PodcastBy Seye Kuyinu