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In this episode of Trauma, Training & Transformation, Dr. James Alder sits down with Jamin Hodgkins for a conversation that goes far beyond rugby.
This is not a highlight reel.
It is a reckoning.
From Bermuda to Canada to the UK, Jamin’s journey exposes the hidden cost of chasing performance across borders, systems, and expectations. What happens when your body keeps moving forward, but your identity is left behind? When selection, contracts, and coaches begin to shape who you believe you are?
Together, we unpack the silent pressure young athletes carry. The weight of proving you belong. The fear of standing still. The mental toll of constantly being assessed, ranked, and compared. Jamin speaks candidly about mentors who steadied him, moments that tested him, and the internal battles that never show up on a team sheet.
At its core, this episode asks uncomfortable but necessary questions:
Who are you when rugby is taken away?
What does resilience actually look like when no one is watching?
And how do support systems, honesty, and self awareness become performance tools, not weaknesses?
This is a conversation about movement as survival. About training as structure. About growth that starts in the mind long before it shows in the body.
If you are an athlete, coach, parent, or anyone navigating pressure, identity, or transition, this episode is for you.
#TraumaTrainingTransformation
If this episode spoke toyou, inspired you, or simply made you feel a little less alone, I would lovefor you to stay connected. Follow and subscribe to Trauma, Training andTransformation on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and Amazon Podcasts. You can alsowatch every episode in full on my YouTube channel JamesAlder-003 and join mycommunity on Substack through Transformation Through Training, where I sharedeeper reflections, writing, and resources that support recovery and personalgrowth.
Your engagement genuinelymatters. Every follow, every share, every comment or message helps thiscommunity reach more people who are navigating their own battles. It allows meto keep creating honest conversations about healing, movement, identity, and resilience.
If you would like tosupport my work directly, you can do so through Buy Me A Coffee. Your supporthelps me continue this mission to give others hope, strength, and a space toheal.
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By James AlderIn this episode of Trauma, Training & Transformation, Dr. James Alder sits down with Jamin Hodgkins for a conversation that goes far beyond rugby.
This is not a highlight reel.
It is a reckoning.
From Bermuda to Canada to the UK, Jamin’s journey exposes the hidden cost of chasing performance across borders, systems, and expectations. What happens when your body keeps moving forward, but your identity is left behind? When selection, contracts, and coaches begin to shape who you believe you are?
Together, we unpack the silent pressure young athletes carry. The weight of proving you belong. The fear of standing still. The mental toll of constantly being assessed, ranked, and compared. Jamin speaks candidly about mentors who steadied him, moments that tested him, and the internal battles that never show up on a team sheet.
At its core, this episode asks uncomfortable but necessary questions:
Who are you when rugby is taken away?
What does resilience actually look like when no one is watching?
And how do support systems, honesty, and self awareness become performance tools, not weaknesses?
This is a conversation about movement as survival. About training as structure. About growth that starts in the mind long before it shows in the body.
If you are an athlete, coach, parent, or anyone navigating pressure, identity, or transition, this episode is for you.
#TraumaTrainingTransformation
If this episode spoke toyou, inspired you, or simply made you feel a little less alone, I would lovefor you to stay connected. Follow and subscribe to Trauma, Training andTransformation on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and Amazon Podcasts. You can alsowatch every episode in full on my YouTube channel JamesAlder-003 and join mycommunity on Substack through Transformation Through Training, where I sharedeeper reflections, writing, and resources that support recovery and personalgrowth.
Your engagement genuinelymatters. Every follow, every share, every comment or message helps thiscommunity reach more people who are navigating their own battles. It allows meto keep creating honest conversations about healing, movement, identity, and resilience.
If you would like tosupport my work directly, you can do so through Buy Me A Coffee. Your supporthelps me continue this mission to give others hope, strength, and a space toheal.
Buy Me a Coffee orSupport Me – https://buymeacoffee.com/jamesalder003
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/episode/444SeysKJU43i15ml66o9O?si=Py4YDQi_QlG62VjmmW3Dow
Apple - https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/trauma-training-transformation-with-dr-james-alder-exploring-how-movement-heals-the-mind
Amazon - https://www.amazon.co.uk/Trauma-Training-Transformation-Exploring-movement/dp/B0FZXX52T2/ref=sr_1_1?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.qxK5fnwiETtEZ0Hr8A1d28IU-WdrdRHADI-hpAqvknI.O_djCZa5YsGLY9KPZy1U72OrNBEfYTkWoZ4L9hSwFfs&dib_tag=se&keywords=trauma%2C+training+%26+transformation&qid=1764495920&s=audible&sr=1-1
YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@JamesAlder-003
Substack - https://substack.com/@traumatrainingtransformation