⚠ Trigger Warning: This episode discusses violence against children, trauma, and death. Listener discretion is advised.

On October 2, 2006, the quiet farmlands of Lancaster County, Pennsylvania, were shattered when a local milk truck driver, Charles Carl Roberts IV, stormed a one-room Amish schoolhouse and took ten young girls hostage. By the time police broke through the doors, five were dead, five were clinging to life — and Roberts had turned the gun on himself.

What followed stunned the world: instead of anger or vengeance, the Amish community responded with forgiveness. They comforted the killer’s widow, attended his funeral, and extended compassion when the world expected fury.

In this episode, Bailey explores the psychology of a man consumed by grief and guilt, while Chelsea examines how faith, culture, and community transformed horror into grace.

This is the story of Nickel Mines — a tragedy that became a global lesson in the power, and cost, of forgiveness.

If you or someone you know is struggling with grief, depression, or intrusive thoughts of violence or suicide, please reach out for help.

988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline (U.S.): Dial or text 988

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