The Diagram Of Love

The Wisdom Of Play (Ecstatic Meditation)


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The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom— but play is its everlasting end


Whenever God reveals Himself throughout Scripture, the first human response is almost always fear. Of course it is. Reality Himself has been unveiled. Thus the recurring word on angelic lips: Do not fear. Fear not. Do not be afraid. In the New Testament, the word is phobos— from which we get our transliterated English word phobia. It names the raw terror of the creature when confronted with the Uncreated, the instinct to shrink, to hide, to fall apart under unbearable glory.


And yet, in the announcement of the Incarnation, something decisively changes.


The angels do not deny the fear; they disarm it. “Fear not,” they say, “for behold, I bring you glad tidings of mega joy for all people” (Gospel of Luke 2:10). This is not mere reassurance offered to startled shepherds; it is the proclamation of a cosmic unveiling. The old reflex— terror before God— has reached its limit. 


The birth of Christ marks the end of god-phobia as the final word.


For now God is revealed not in consuming fire, but in the cooings of an infant. Not as One who has arrived from afar, but as the One who was always present, at last disclosed from within the world itself. The dread that once accompanied divine encounter is transfigured— not into control or safety— but into something far stranger and better: not shaking in fear, but trembling in delight.


This should not surprise us. For when Scripture itself gives Wisdom a voice, she does not describe herself as austere or forbidding, but as playful: “I was beside Him, daily His delight, playing before Him always— playing in the world, and delighting in the children of man” (Book of Proverbs 8:30–31). 


Wisdom, it turns out, has always been at play.


Wisdom, then, sets out in fear— for the fear is not imaginary. The Uncreated could unmake us in an instant; we are laughably fragile. The danger is real. The strength is absolute. We are not mistaken to tremble.


And yet— it does not destroy.


The same power that could undo creation chooses instead to bear it, to sustain it, to enter it. God is not safe— but He is good. And goodness, once known, does not produce cowering, but laughter.


Wisdom, then, sets out in fear— but only so that fear may be left behind. What lies beyond it is play: the free, unguarded joy of creatures who know they stand before a terrible goodness that delights in them. Children at ease. Creatures at home. Humanity restored— not to control, but to wonder, and to laughter before its Maker.


The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom— but play is its end.

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The Diagram Of LoveBy Benjamin Dunn