You are not lost. You have a soul that need to be healed and exist.

Only you and GOD knows where you are in your life and GOD is waiting for you to understand, life can be better than what you have accepted to live under.

the devil is going for our mindset and lie for us and build illusions for us to not find back home to GOD. Never accept what the devil tells you ! Look at those who tell you the lies and find why they are saying like they do, ask GOD to reveal the truth behind their lies.