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In this episode, Jay sits down with Rachel Stalker — a teacher, traveler, and leader at The Porch — to explore what it means to wrestle with God and still walk in friendship with Him. From growing up in Catholic roots to encountering the Holy Spirit in Spain and Mexico, Rachel shares how her faith has been shaped by questions, tears, and quiet moments of surrender.

This conversation dives into the holy tension between wrestling and resting, how curiosity can lead us closer to holiness, and what it looks like to create space for God to move — even when the answers don’t come easy.

Come for the stories of fire, fear, and faith — stay for the invitation into holy friendship.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome

01:34 Rachel's Background and Teaching Journey

02:02 Living Abroad: Spain and Mexico Adventures

03:57 Facing Fears and Personal Growth

08:12 Spiritual Journey and Personal Walk with Jesus

17:55 Foundational Moments with God

33:15 Eclectic Religious Background and Influence

35:03 Wrestling with Baptism and Faith

36:01 A Turning Point in Spain

36:58 Embracing the Holy Spirit

38:58 Growing in the Spirit

40:30 Experiencing Prophetic Words

48:30 Physical Manifestations of the Holy Spirit

01:02:39 Balancing Honor for God and People

01:04:24 Encouragement for Questioning Faith

01:10:06 Closing Prayer and Reflections

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