(TW: Mentions of suicidal thoughts) So, in this episode, I speak about something that I actually never really thought I'd share. Because the very thought of it was just terrifying and I was worried it would cause alarm or judgments. But I think it's important for me to talk about. I know I'm not the only person who's felt this way, but for a long time I thought I was. And so this episode is for anyone going through a difficult time and is thinking that there isn't any hope. As scary as this episode is for me to publish, I'm sharing it in hopes of reminding you that you aren't alone. Here's a bit more of my story and how I learned to find that sense of hope for myself.