this is hazel

I’ve had way too much free time lately (unemployed life hoho..), and I realized I was just... scrolling all day. I stopped. Here’s what I’ve been thinking about since.

I got distracted a lot because of the flies (sorry in advance hihi🥸), 
but I hope it doesn't bother you too much.
I ended up talking about a lot of things in this video, but it all comes back to one realization..
This mindset I’ve had, toward trying to be cool 
I think I want to turn that off for a while to just be real.
thanks a lot all, sending love 🤍

you know empathy is powerful. It’s hard, but sometimes, it is really easy too!
Sending love!
hope you have a great day. Enjoy! 😉❤️

sometimes we don’t even try new things just because we think we’re still the same old us.
but what if you’re not that person anymore hihi

Sending love 💗 

Hey guys
thanks for being here to listen to my ramblings.. welcome to my serious random thoughts, hihi. and yes, keep your sensitivities! I know I gave you the most random thoughts here, but I believe you understand me..my smart people 🤍

YouTube video : https://youtu.be/owkJKFIEcPA?si=2qC_8nHHbJLQWfOL

We often tie our worth to productivity, but not every day needs to be filled with achievements. A meaningful day can simply be one where you connected with someone you love or did something with a full heart. Lately, I’ve been thinking about rest—not just as a break but as a part of a sustainable, fulfilling life. Instead of chasing endless tasks, I want to focus on balancing effort with proper rest, knowing that real productivity isn’t about doing more but about doing what truly matters.

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sIcAXlNxDNE

Not knowing what you like or dislike can be a gift—it keeps you open to new experiences. While traveling with my childhood friend, I realized how much we’ve changed, yet how important it is to continue exploring our preferences. Life isn’t just about avoiding what we dislike but embracing new experiences, even uncertain ones, to add more color and depth to who we are.

Youtube vid: https://youtu.be/VAA_SJ6E6bg?feature=shared

I got really sick from overworking, which made me realize I need to take better care of myself. Lately, I’ve been walking more to clear my mind and practicing turning negative emotions into positive ones. No matter what happens, I choose to believe everything will be okay!!

Youtube: https://youtu.be/rHXxngFNkV4?feature=shared

Lately, I found comfort in Wild by Cheryl Strayed. It’s about her solo hike on the Pacific Crest Trail after losing her mother and feeling lost in life. She was unprepared, but that’s what made her journey so raw and compelling.

One part stayed with me: “Fear is a story we tell ourselves. I decided I was safe. I was strong. I was brave.” It made me think—maybe home isn’t just a place but a feeling of safety we create for ourselves. And sometimes, it’s been there all along.

Youtube : https://youtu.be/DHHsq0GskSI?feature=shared