Used to feel so alive

And so grateful to have survived

Now I wake up each morning

On the edge of a knife

I don't want to feel this way

And I hate that I can't change

But the drugs don't work

I guess

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

I hate to admit it

But it don't take me long to finish

And I'm starting to wish that

I would go to hell with my demons

So much better than being

Stuck here where I can't see them

But I can still feel them

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

This life's a pill that I swallow

So I can feel okay

I used to feel so alive

And so grateful to have survived

Now I wake up each morning

On the edge of a knife

Track from the album "Smoke And Mirrors"