Three Miles OutBy Gio Marron

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The Ship

The USS Theodore Roosevelt dropped anchor three miles off the coast of Virginia, hull cutting a stark silhouette against the dawn sky. Not far enough to forget land, not close enough to touch it. Virginia Beach shimmered on the horizon like a mirage—real, but out of reach. Petty Officer Third Class Michael Reese stood motionless at the port side rail, the salt-heavy air filling his lungs after months of desert sand.

The Hopeful Voice: He stood at the rail in the pale light of early morning, watching the coastline sharpen as the day began. Home. Not metaphorical—actual, American home. The scent of boardwalk fries and saltwater taffy seemed to drift across the water. That was the moment. The crossing back. Six months of carrier ops in the Persian Gulf dissolved into this single point of return. He'd made it. The war was behind him now, three miles of calm water separating then from now.

The Realist Voice: No, it wasn't a return. It was a holding pattern. A bureaucratic pause designed by people who'd never had to wait. Like someone put a bookmark in his life and forgot to come back to it. The ship hung in the water like a question with no answer—not there, not here. Just suspended. The land looked almost painted onto the horizon, unreal and mocking.

He counted jet skis, speedboats, gulls. Anything that moved. Everything moved—except the ship. Fifteen jet skis. Twenty-three gulls. Four fishing boats. He counted because counting was control, and control was all he had left.

"Hey, Reese," someone called behind him. Collins approached, that familiar half-smile on his face. "Beautiful view, right? Almost like we're home."

"Almost," Reese replied, the word hollow.

Collins leaned against the rail. "I could make that swim," he said, nodding toward shore. "Bet you fifty I could make that swim."

"Save your money, Collins." Reese managed a short laugh but it wasn't funny. Nothing about being stuck in sight of home was funny.

The Hopeful Voice: He imagined the swim. Not as escape—but arrival. A baptism, almost. A way to feel the distance with his body instead of pretending it didn't matter. He'd done tougher swims in training. Three miles was nothing compared to what he'd already accomplished. He'd cut through the water, each stroke carrying him closer to solid ground, to reality, to a life where the horizon didn't always hide threats.

The Realist Voice: He imagined the swim because it was the only way he could believe he'd ever reach shore. The Navy had brought him to war and nearly brought him back—but not all the way. Three miles might as well have been three hundred. The water between ship and shore wasn't just water—it was time, it was protocol, it was everything that separated what he'd become from what he'd been. And nobody was building a bridge across that gap.

The Hopeful Voice: Of course they'd notice if he tried. You don't just slip off a carrier unnoticed. The watch would spot him. They'd probably laugh, understand the impulse. Maybe even cheer him on a little before fishing him out. The guys in his division would never let him hear the end of it— "Remember when Reese tried to swim home?"—but it would be a good story. Something to tell at reunions.

The Realist Voice: But would they stop him? Or would they just watch, the way everyone watches everything out here—with detached professional interest, marking coordinates, reporting position, never actually engaging. He knew the regs better than most. Man overboard. Full stop. Retrieval protocols. But he wondered sometimes if anyone would really care beyond the paperwork it would generate.

He stayed there a long time, gripping the rail like it held him to the world, the metal warm under his palms. He told himself he was just watching the coastline wake up. He told himself he wasn't angry. He told himself a lot of things.

The Hopeful Voice: He'd come back changed. Everyone says that about deployment. But really—he'd just come back aware. Aware of the absurdity of time and distance. Aware of how much he'd taken for granted before. Aware of the nearness of things, and how unreachable they could still be. It was a good kind of awareness—the kind that made you appreciate small moments. The kind that would make civilian coffee taste better, civilian beds feel softer.

The Realist Voice: He came back knowing the war would always arrive faster than the welcome. That's what they didn't tell you in the recruitment office or the deployment briefs. They talked about readjustment periods and decompression time. They didn't mention the way the world splits into before and after, or how sometimes you get stuck in the space between, watching both sides from a distance. They didn't tell you that coming home was its own kind of deployment—uncertain, dangerous in ways you couldn't prepare for.

Pier, No Trumpets

They finally brought the ship in two days later. Norfolk Naval Station, Pier 12 North. The gangway lowered with the usual hydraulics and yelling, nothing ceremonial about it. The Chief bellowing orders. Sailors in dress whites scrambling to make fast the lines. It was bright, stupidly bright. Concrete and sea spray and sun in his eyes. And people—God, so many people crowded against the barriers, a wall of color and noise after months of khaki and steel.

The Hopeful Voice: They came for their sons, husbands, brothers, and fathers. The crowd waited like something sacred was about to happen. Balloons twisted in the breeze. Camcorders catching every moment. Some of the signs had glitter on them, sparkling in the morning light—"Welcome Home Daddy," "My Hero Returns," "Finally Complete Again." People whooped when the first sailors hit the pier, a sound of pure joy that seemed to lift everyone higher. This was what homecoming looked like. This was the moment they'd all dreamed about during midnight watches and long deployments.

The Realist Voice: Not for him. There was no sign. No one waiting. Just a wall of other people's joy that he had to navigate through, shoulders squared, eyes forward. He scanned the crowd anyway. Some reflex you can't turn off, like checking corners when you enter a room or counting exits in a restaurant. But there was nothing to find. No familiar face in the sea of strangers celebrating reunions that weren't his.

"Heading straight out, Reese?" Lieutenant Jameson stopped beside him, sea bag in hand.

"Yes, sir. Flight leaves in three hours."

The Lieutenant nodded. "Good deployment, Reese. Get some real rest."

"Thank you, sir." The brief exchange felt both normal and strange—like speaking a language he was rapidly forgetting.

He adjusted his cover, slung his sea bag over his shoulder, and walked. One foot after another. Move tactically through the minefield of embracing couples and crying children. Don't make eye contact. Don't get caught in someone else's moment.

The Hopeful Voice: He was tired, yes. But not broken. He'd done his part—six months of catapult launches, mine watches, midnights in full gear for drills that always felt a little too real. One hundred and twelve days without setting foot on solid ground. He didn't need a parade. Just a cab and a bed and maybe a beer that hadn't been stored in a ship's hold. He'd earned that much, at least. And there was something dignified about walking off alone, handling his own homecoming in his own way.

The Realist Voice: He needed something. Someone to say, "There you are." Someone to look like they'd been watching the horizon for him every day since he left. But the crowd opened around him like he wasn't there. He was just another uniform walking past the real reunions, the ones that mattered. The ones with beginnings and middles and ends, like proper stories.

He paused at the edge of the pier where the cement met the first stretch of actual land. People were hugging, crying, lifting toddlers in the air. One woman clung to her husband like she was afraid he'd disappear again if she loosened her grip. A little girl wore a t-shirt that said "Half my heart has been in the Persian Gulf." He watched it like TV, like something happening to other people in other lives.

The Hopeful Voice: He smiled at that. That's the stuff you remember. That's the good part. Not the long watches or the midrats in the galley or the endless briefings. But this—people finding each other again. He smiled because it meant something was still working right in the world. And because next time, maybe there'd be someone waiting for him too. Maybe he'd call Rebecca when he got to a phone. They'd left things "on pause" before deployment, but maybe now...

The Realist Voice: He didn't smile. Not really. What his face did was something else—a reflexive tightening of muscles that had nothing to do with joy. He adjusted his grip on the sea bag until the strap cut into his shoulder, a discomfort to focus on. It was all fine. No one owed him anything. He'd volunteered, after all. Signed the papers. Taken the oath. He repeated that to himself until he believed it for a full three seconds.

A yellow cab pulled up at the pickup point, and he raised a hand. The driver didn't even get out to help with the bag. Just popped the trunk with a lever and waited, meter already running.

Cab Ride

The cab smelled faintly of cigarettes and old coffee, upholstery worn thin by thousands of nameless passengers. The driver didn't say much, just checked the mirror once—taking in the uniform, the close-cropped hair, the sea bag—and pulled out from the curb, merging into the traffic crawling away from the piers.

"Airport?" the driver asked, voice thick with an accent Reese couldn't place.

"Yeah. Norfolk International."

"Coming home or going away?"

"Both, I guess."

The driver nodded like this made perfect sense and fell silent again.

The world outside the window was impossibly green after months of desert colors and open ocean. Lawn sprinklers casting rainbows in suburbia. Minivans carrying soccer teams. Mailboxes shaped like lighthouses. A whole ecosystem of normal life continuing as if nothing had happened.

The Hopeful Voice: He sat back and tried to relax. Leave had started. He could finally let his mind wander where it wanted instead of keeping it locked on checklists and protocols. Two weeks of freedom earned by six months of long days and longer nights. He thought about what he'd do first—maybe sleep until noon, or just listen to nothing at all. Maybe drive down to Virginia Beach and walk barefoot in the sand, feeling solid ground shift beneath him. Simple pleasures that meant more now.

The Realist Voice: He didn't relax. He watched the street signs slip past, scanning for threats out of habit. His head felt full of static, like a radio caught between stations. Every time the cab hit a pothole, something in his shoulders clenched, his body still anticipating the next impact. Six months of hypervigilance didn't dissolve just because you crossed a pier.

The driver switched on the radio. Someone was talking about the war—about ships, about homecomings, about heroes. A politician thanking "our brave men and women in uniform" while debating the latest spending bill. The words floated disconnected from any reality he recognized. He leaned forward and asked that he turned it off, the silence settling like another passenger between them.

"Sorry," Reese said, not sure why he was apologizing.

"No problem," the driver shrugged. "Your ride, your music."

The Navy was never really quiet, not even at sea. There was always the whine of turbines, the clang of hatches, and the distant shuffle of boots at midnight. In the desert, the sky was black and full of aircraft on launch, orange flares reflected off the water, and the comms crackled in the ready room. On station, everyone moved like a machine, everything timed and measured and checked twice, a choreography of purpose that never stopped, even in sleep.

The Hopeful Voice: He remembered the rhythm of flight ops, the catapults launching birds into the night. The pride of watching the jets come back, sometimes scorched, always alive. That sense of purpose was something you carried, even when the rest faded. He could almost hear the launch officer's hand signals, the final thumbs up, the steam and thunder of another plane lauching from the deck. There was something pure about it—all that training, all that technology, all that human skill focused on a single point. Whatever else the war was or wasn't, those moments had been real.

The Realist Voice: He remembered the monotony—the endless searching for sea mines, the drills at all hours, the silent meals eaten shoulder to shoulder but never truly together. He remembered the fatigue that gnawed at his bones, the sweat that never quite dried, the constant tension, the waiting for alarms that sometimes came and sometimes didn't. He remembered the night they lost Wilson's plane, the endless hours of search patterns, the rescue helicopters coming back empty, the personal effects packed up without ceremony. Sometimes, in the middle of it all, he'd catch himself staring at the empty sea and feel nothing but distance, as if he was already gone. As if he'd left his body at some checkpoint and kept moving through the motions, a ghost performing duties by rote.

The cab pulled onto the interstate, merging with a river of cars headed everywhere but where he'd just come from. The wheels hummed against the asphalt, a different rhythm than the constant vibration of the carrier. The base exchange passed on the right, a place of momentary respit when in port.

Plane Ride

At the airport, with a ticket home he'd bought with the card he'd barely used during deployment. The terminal was all linoleum and fluorescent lights, tired chairs filled with people rushing to go places they'd never really see. He found his gate, slung his sea bag at his feet, and waited for boarding, the PA system announcing departures to cities that felt increasingly unreal. Atlanta. Chicago. Denver. Places that existed on maps but not in any geography that mattered anymore.

The Hopeful Voice: He watched the families, the businessmen, the kids chasing each other around the waiting area. He felt invisible but also safe—no one expected anything from him here. He'd blend in, just another tired traveler. No rank to maintain, no example to set, no responsibilities beyond showing up at the right gate with the right documents. There was freedom in that anonymity. He could be anyone now, not just Petty Officer Reese with his division to worry about.

The Realist Voice: He was out of place. The lights were too bright. The chatter too normal. Every loudspeaker announcement set his teeth on edge. He kept his back to the wall, out of habit, watching the crowd flow past with their rolling suitcases and their casual indifference. A child dropped an ice cream cone and wailed like it was the end of the world. A couple argued about rental cars and dinner reservations. He felt like he was watching a foreign film without subtitles—recognizing the shapes of things but unable to extract meaning.

An elderly man in a Korean War veteran's cap stopped in front of him.

"Navy?" the man asked, gesturing at Reese's uniform.

"Yes, sir."

"Just get back?"

"This morning."

The old veteran nodded. "Welcome home, son." He extended a weathered hand.

Reese shook it, feeling suddenly exposed. "Thank you, sir." "Gets easier," the man said. "Not right away. But it does."

Before Reese could respond, the veteran moved on, disappearing into the flow of travelers.

On board, the engines hummed, and the windows filled with clouds. He looked out, trying to place himself somewhere between the ship and the shore, the war and the waiting room. Thirty thousand feet between nothing and something. The flight attendant's voice explaining safety procedures he could recite in his sleep. Oxygen masks. Emergency exits. Flotation devices. The vocabulary of potential disaster that nobody really listened to.

The Hopeful Voice: He closed his eyes and drifted. He remembered standing on the flight deck at dusk, the sun sinking behind a distant storm, turning the whole world gold and purple. Salt in the air. The sound of waves hitting steel. The endless horizon curving slightly at the edges.

Someone had laughed that night, a real laugh—maybe the only one he'd heard in weeks. Chief Mendoza, telling a story about his kid's science project gone wrong. It had felt like permission to breathe. A reminder that somewhere, normal life was still happening, still waiting. That moment had carried him through three bad days afterward.

The Realist Voice: He remembered the nights when sleep never came, just the rattle of pipes and the endless checklist of what could go wrong. He remembered the smell of jet fuel, the constant alertness, the way his hands sometimes shook for no reason. He remembered letters that felt written by someone else, full of reassurances he didn't believe even as he wrote them. "Everything's fine here." "Don't worry." "It's not like what you see on TV."

Every time the plane banked, he gripped the armrest—reminded again that land and sky were never solid for long. That gravity was just an agreement that could be broken. That falling was always one mechanical failure away.

The flight attendant offered coffee, but he just shook his head. The minutes ticked by marked by the slow crawl of shadow across the clouds below. The seatbelt light blinked on. The descent began, that sickening lurch as the plane dropped through layers of atmosphere, reality rushing up to meet them.

The Hopeful Voice: He pictured the airport at the other end, the moment he'd walk out of the tunnel and see the faces that meant home. Two weeks to let the world feel small again. Maybe even normal. He'd sleep in his old bedroom with the model ships he'd built as a kid still on the shelves. He'd let his mother cook too much food. He'd help his father fix that leaky gutter he'd been complaining about for years. He'd sit on the porch and watch the neighbors walk their dogs, mow their lawns, live lives untouched by distant conflicts. He'd remember how to be part of that again, even if just for a little while.

The Realist Voice: He wasn't sure what he'd find. Maybe just the same feeling of watching from a distance, part of things but not really in them. Maybe that's what coming home was—close, but not quite there. Another holding pattern, just at a different altitude. He'd smile when he was supposed to smile. He'd answer the questions people could handle hearing answers to. He'd measure the distance between what they thought they were welcoming home and what was actually arriving. He'd learn to live in the gap.

The plane touched down, rolling to the gate. He waited for the line to shuffle forward, sea bag at his feet, the smell of recycled air and jet fuel sharp in his nose. All around him, people retrieved belongings, checked watches, and planned next steps as if they knew exactly where they were heading.

He stood, adjusted his cover, and stepped into the jetway. As he emerged into the gate area, he scanned the waiting crowd automatically. His mother had written that they'd be there to meet him, but in the sea of faces...

Then he saw them: his mother in her red sweater clutching a small welcome home sign, and his father standing tall beside her, eyes searching the deplaning passengers. They hadn't spotted him yet.

For a brief moment, he could observe without being observed—one final moment of distance before he'd have to step back into a life that might still feel like it belonged to someone else. The space between departure and arrival stretched like an ocean three miles wide, but he was swimming now. And there on the shore, people were waiting.

Maybe that was enough for today—to keep moving, to acknowledge both voices in his head, and to trust that even if he never fully arrived, he wasn't standing still anymore.

He took a deep breath and walked forward.

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