We are getting vulnerable this week. As kind of a treat for being late to uploading again, Alex is stepping out of his comfort zone. At first, Alex rambles on about nonsense like usual. Then, Alex starts to talk about the patterns. They are emotional patterns about how he starts to develop feelings for a girl. A topic Alex does not talk about, the real feelings he has for girls. Also, falling in love is terrifying. Alex explains why one of the patterns is scary for him. How that specific pattern can lead to the terrifying thing of being heartbroken. A beginning conversation to Alex's intimate emotions, and how he truly feels. A fun episode to record and edit, truly one of my favorites, I hope that you enjoy. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @_inmyownheadtoo 

PS: Alex is still annoyingly vague