What if the reason you feel like you have to hold everything together…
is because somewhere along the way, you made an internal agreement to never feel out of control again?

In this episode of Through God’s Eyes, we continue the covenant series by diving into the covenant of control—how it forms, why it feels necessary, and how it quietly shapes the way you think, respond, and live.

This isn’t just about “being controlling.”
This goes deeper.

We unpack:

• Why your mind feels like it has to stay one step ahead
• How past experiences train you to manage everything
• What control actually looks like in relationships and finances
• The psychological and emotional roots behind it
• Why it feels safe… but keeps you exhausted
• And how to begin letting go—without feeling like everything will spiral

If you’ve ever felt like:
“I have to stay on top of everything…”
“I can’t let this go wrong…”
“I just need to make sure everything is okay…”

This episode will help you understand why—and show you a way out.

You don’t have to carry what was never yours to hold.

Do you struggle to relax, constantly scanning and on edge?
This episode exposes the covenant of hypervigilance—“I must stay alert to stay safe”—and shows you how to break free by trusting God instead of fear.
You don’t have to live in “what if”…
You can live in “God is.”

In this episode of Through God’s Eyes, we’re unpacking emotional suppression — what it feels like to live guarded, silent, and constantly monitoring yourself just to keep the peace. I share how survival mode slowly steals your identity, why fear keeps you stuck, and what it means to step into the freedom God actually intended for you. If you’ve ever felt like you had to shrink to stay safe, this episode is for you.

What if silence wasn’t weakness — but survival? 

In this episode, we explore the “Code of Silence” — the quiet pattern that can begin as protection and slowly turn into self-erasure. Through a powerful story and gentle, Scripture-centered renewal, we unpack how silence forms, how it shapes our relationships, and how to retrain the mind without shame or pressure. Wherever you’re listening from, if you’ve ever felt yourself shrinking to keep the peace, this conversation is for you. 

At its core, deliverance is healing wounded hearts and minds. In a nutshell. It's not being put on display or being pressured to confess or talk about things you’re not ready to touch. 

we can't heal using the same mindset that helped us survive. 

Deliverance is God seeing the parts of your story no one else noticed—and freeing you from the weight of carrying them in silence.

"There were days I cried so hard, I forgot where I was… 
But God never forgot me. 
I thought I was too old, too broken, too tired. 
But His Spirit whispered, 'Daughter, you're not done… you're being rebuilt.' 
This new episode is for the soul that feels overwhelmed. 
Chains are falling. Hope is rising. 
Let God speak to your soul again…" 

Join me for a deep dive into 2 dreams that I personally had regarding the Rapture and how short time is!

Are you struggling to come closer in relationship with God? Don't know how to even start? In this episode I reveal what true intimacy looks like with our Creator and how your heart will change forever when you encounter the everlasting faithfulness and love He offers.

God speaks through many avenues, but have you ever opened yourself up to complete surrender and allow Holy Spirit to flow through you creatively? Join us for a 1-week challenge with God at #ThroughGodsEyesChallenge so we can celebrate what God is doing in you and through you!

Come inside and discover the true meaning and importance of preparing for our eternal destination storing up for ourselves what Jesus termed, "Treasures in Heaven," striving to attain the ultimate prize!