the circus queens are back to check in on the energies of this amped up eclipse season that also coincides with the fall equinox and the 9-9-9 portal - lots of volcanic unearthings going on right now! we are wrapping up those karmic stories we've spent so much time closing out these past few years and the endings are really loud this month. there's a big focus on clearing out wounds of not-enough-ness and fears of 'waiting for the other shoe to drop' - going forward we get to keep the nice things and the dream life. we're getting closer and closer to the big shift but it's still gonna take the time it needs to take, so it's important to enjoy the small miracles and joyful moments of everyday life along the way.

recorded september 19, 2025

(timestamps are based on the youtube version and may be slightly different for audio-only)

00:00 - intro

01:14 - eclipse portal check-in: "don't look back"

17:41 - resting, withdrawing & clearing wounds of not enough-ness

27:52 - freedom timeline & keeping the nice things 

38:40 - astrology of our evolutionary & technological leaps

59:23 - critical mass of heart-led awakenings & spiritual technologies

1:09:17 - construction zone of the edenic future

1:25:15 - recognizing miracles

1:33:01 - what even is inner child healing

1:41:00 - "dgaf mode" activated

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cover art by shay

music by dreadpiratekk