My parents and I travelled through anorexia & EDNOS in the ‘dark ages’ (late 70s/early 80s) and it made the journey so very tough. It’s one of the reasons I do what I do in this arena. And while there’s a lot more light on the subject & help available now, I believe the clearer you can SEE what you’re dealing with, the easier it is to locate where you (& you’re loved one) are at, and this will help you identify how you can move forward. My heart goes out to you.