In this deeply personal and reflective journal entry, Dakota writes to his long-distance partner, affectionately called his "Starlight Angel," exploring the complexities of building a life together while physically apart. The letter serves as both a romantic declaration and a candid self-audit. Dakota discusses his ongoing efforts to clear his financial debt and his commitment to putting in the physical and emotional "legwork" required to be the best version of himself, guided in part by his therapist.

He also delves into his lifelong connection to the paranormal and unexplained. Blending pop-culture parallels (Lucifer, Supernatural) with profound personal experiences, Dakota recounts shared UFO sightings, visions of alternate timelines, and the protective, enigmatic presence of a spirit named Olivia who has saved his life on multiple occasions. Ultimately, the transcript is a testament to survival, the search for meaning in the strange, and the determination to become a man worth saving for the woman he loves.

In this raw and vulnerable audio diary, the speaker addresses their long-distance partner, "Starlight Angel," reflecting on the anxieties and jealousies that stem from being apart. Confronting the scars of past relationship trauma, the speaker realizes they have been using their devotion as an excuse to pause their own life. This entry marks a turning point: a frightening but necessary commitment to personal growth, taking on a new job, and building a local support system, all driven by a profound, destiny-bound love and the ultimate goal of finally bridging the physical distance between them.

Recorded in the early hours of February 16th, Dakota dives into the strange and the sorrowful. Between analyzing potential EVPs over Zoom and discussing the psychic fatigue of visitations, he grapples with the very real ghosts of his generational family trauma. A testament to the power of human connection across distance, this tape is a raw look at finding one's footing when the world feels overwhelmingly weird.

In this deeply personal 14th audio diary, love takes center stage as we celebrate Valentine's Day. Recorded amidst the early morning chaos of a busy household, this episode features a quick life update on a promising new job opportunity before diving into what truly matters: a heartfelt, romantic letter across the distance.

​Listen in for a tender, step-by-step fantasy of what the perfect Valentine's evening together would look like—from a warm, candlelit bubble bath to the simple, profound joy of falling asleep in each other's arms. Complete with a raw, tearful declaration of unwavering love, this entry is a beautiful reminder that no amount of distance can diminish a bond written in the stars.

It’s 3 AM, and compiling our old chats for the book has sent me down a rabbit hole. Reading through our messages from March 2024, I’m floored by how quickly you saw through my "Lucifer" act to the damaged man underneath—and loved him anyway. I’m reflecting on the trauma you helped me process, the protective fire you lit inside me, and the darker truths I’m finally ready to release. Amidst the heavy stuff, I’m also looking forward: the travel job is becoming a reality, my sister is actually helping, and I’m ready to escape the chaos (and Grandma’s army of cats) to build a future worthy of us.

With the house finally silent, I’ve found a moment to update you on the practical steps I'm taking toward my freedom—paying off debts, locating my birth certificate, and preparing for the new job. But in the quiet, I’m also confronting the heavier stuff. I’m unpacking my therapist's "two ships" analogy, my fear of abandonment, and why I still believe in the "Olivia Paradox." This is a confession of what I really want: both the mundane laundry days and the world-changing adventures. Above all, it’s a thank you—for giving me a future worth fighting for.

With the house finally silent, I’ve found a moment to update you on the practical steps I'm taking toward my freedom—paying off debts, locating my birth certificate, and preparing for the new job. But in the quiet, I’m also confronting the heavier stuff. I’m unpacking my therapist's "two ships" analogy, my fear of abandonment, and why I still believe in the "Olivia Paradox." This is a confession of what I really want: both the mundane laundry days and the world-changing adventures. Above all, it’s a thank you—for giving me a future worth fighting for.

With the house finally silent, I’ve found a moment to update you on the practical steps I'm taking toward my freedom—paying off debts, locating my birth certificate, and preparing for the new job. But in the quiet, I’m also confronting the heavier stuff. I’m unpacking my therapist's "two ships" analogy, my fear of abandonment, and why I still believe in the "Olivia Paradox." This is a confession of what I really want: both the mundane laundry days and the world-changing adventures. Above all, it’s a thank you—for giving me a future worth fighting for.

Recorded during a sleepless night, this entry navigates the tension between a toxic home life and a spiritual connection that defies the odds. I’m venting about the latest family blowout, the heartbreak of temporarily leaving my cat, Octavia, and my plans to finally escape through a new travel job. But mostly, this is a reminder of why I’m still here. I’m reflecting on how you stripped down the "monster hunter" to find the man underneath, and why I refuse to let the fire we built ever burn out. The world is crazy, but you make me want to stay in the fight.

Recorded during a sleepless night, this entry navigates the tension between a toxic home life and a spiritual connection that defies the odds. I’m venting about the latest family blowout, the heartbreak of temporarily leaving my cat, Octavia, and my plans to finally escape through a new travel job. But mostly, this is a reminder of why I’m still here. I’m reflecting on how you stripped down the "monster hunter" to find the man underneath, and why I refuse to let the fire we built ever burn out. The world is crazy, but you make me want to stay in the fight.