Here is my good brother and renowned author Thomas Figlioli. His memoir That's What Junkies Do is a heart wrenching story of agonizing lows, promises made and finally redemption. You can find it on Audible and Amazon as well as wherever paperback books are sold. He is a powerful example that though we may be down..WE ARE NEVER OUT !! 
https://www.amazon.com/Thats-What-Junkies-Do/dp/B09D8T2B6L/ref=sr_1_1?crid=35YDNML9KMNZ0&keywords=thats+what+junkies+do&qid=1641172736&sprefix=thats+what+jun%2Caps%2C61&sr=8-1

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