I spent the night tossing and turning and worrying about something that I have absolutely no control over. Isn't it silly to do such a thing? I woke up this morning still worried about it. Whatever will be, will be in this situation and there is absolutely nothing that I can do to change the situation. Some may say that I should pray to receive what I want. I have prayed but my prayer is for God's will to be done, not my own. In all honesty I'm worried because God's will may not coincide with mine in this situation, and I will not get the result that I desire . . . http://www.wordsfortheday.com/index.php/2018/01/tossing-and-turning-all-night-2/