In life, you can’t change the past, you can’t change what you did, but anyone can learn from his/her past and change what he/she does in the future. In the following memoir, “Totalled,” Brock describes the intense moment that brought him to that realization. An experience more intense and unlike any he has had before. In the end, it all led him to truly realize that not everything lasts as long as we may want or plan on it lasting.