In this episode, I talk about my efforts to turn things around and how they failed. Sometimes, they just didn't work, or I didn't have the right mindset at the time. I did with each avenue I 'walked' down, learn something new that helped in the long term. Some of those things were new habits, but more profoundly - a shift in perspective and an embrace of the quiet. Despite the struggle of wrestling myself away from using porn, I found ways and tools to improve myself and my experience. I set out on a different path, the one that has led me here, to you.