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Love Is?
Love is, that's a great question. What exactly is love? Mankind has pondered that question since they became self-aware. Well, at least I assume so. As I wasn't around at the time.
Love is
you can't touch it. You can't feel it. You can't taste it. You can't smell it. You can't see it. It contains nothing tangible, which makes it a complete nonentity.
Yet it exists without question. Well, so some people believe love drives people to do so many things, some positive, some negative.
How many times have we heard I did it in the name of love. Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend. And that's a quote by Martin Luther King jr.
I've heard people say, I love you. I love you as a friend. I love you like a brother. I love you like a sister. We have the love of animate and inanimate objects.
It reminds me of Lord of the rings instead of one ring to rule them all. We have one word to rule them all.
When people are dating, they use the term constantly. I love you. I love you more. I love you more than life itself. Really. If you have no life, your dead, if your dead, how can you love?
yet as soon as the relationship ends, the same people. We'll say how much they hated the other person, or they behave in such a way that contradicts that so-called love they're professed to have had before.
This leads to the question, was it truly love or was it just words that people say to make themselves believe it was something special? That's the bit I can't get my head around. The people who can turn love on. And off like a switch
I can understand someone who was in an abusive relationship. They loved the person when they first met, then grew to hate them due to the abuse. That's a no brainer.
What I don't understand is the person who loves you passionately then switches on a dime to the most venomous Harper you could ever have met. Once the relationship has ended, their attitude changes.
My impression is they never truly loved the person or even understood the concept of love. They repeat the word. I have you in a parrot fashion. They don't really believe it. I think it's a hope that if they say enough, it will be true. In this day and age, there are words that we use over and over and actions which are not sincere.
I love you. Is one such statement, I'm sorry. It's another, I can only look at this from my point of view. I love and have loved, but I can also be cold, but it doesn't mean that the love has gone. What happens in my case is I've become more logical, which seems cold to someone watching from outside, but for me, it's more of a self defense mechanism.
If I see the relationship becoming toxic or the person behaving in a way that I find extreme that no matter how much I love them, I will step away. There are too many times in life where people do things in the name of love.
We as people need to stop portraying a fake exterior and think before we use words, gestures, or behaviors that we either don't understand, can't comprehend or don't mean I'm old school. The words I say, I say with sincerity.
I know I'm an old school optimist and I know there are people in this world that are users. If a relationship doesn't work out, I don't turn on the person wishing them ill. My love will always be there, but I'm good at burying feelings inside myself. honesty is the only thing we have as people. So I always project that as my exterior. Someone always knows where they stand with me, honesty and integrity together, and you can't go wrong
Above all else to own, own self, remain true.
How can you go wrong? It's the basic code of life, sincerity and honesty.
And on a final word, I just...

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Bill Gates
Okay, I'm back again with , a show. I'm testing some new software, which hopefully is going to. Sort out, one of the problems I've got, which is transcribing what I'm saying. Et cetera. So I think I've got it set up properly.
I 've just done a five minute show. And it didn't work. So I'll just try it again. And now it seems to be working,
want to talk about today's I've seen some crazy things going on on the internet. Some people saying some crazy things.
And I've got to address it again. It's like as though . People are just going crazy.
Theyre just lose any completely, so, okay. Few weeks back when all this virus thing started. Bill Gates said that he was gonna. Stop the money just go into Ebola research or stop most of it. And then push that towards research on finding a cure to the Corona virus.
When he said that I went online and there's people saying. Bill Gates started a virus. It was bill Gates. Now, what is it? Is it because the man has money? Is that why people are doing this? Is it because he's rich? So therefore you go, well, he must be up to something. The man's take your money out of his pocket, trying to help people. As far as I'm concerned, I don't care how much he's made. He's gonna earn his money himself.
Yeah. There's a lot of people out there who don't like to earn money, but they like to chat about the people who's gone out and struggled and tried to make it. Yeah, I've never heard of bill Gates has been all flashy and doing all of this, flashing his money around, et cetera, what he does with it. That's his own business. People should mind their own.
So, anyway, that was issue. Number one. Then. Today. I got a newspaper report. This one was so ridiculous. I mean, I don't know if people's brain cells, the virus is affecting their brain cells, but that's what it's coming across as. So, okay. Today's a bit of, Hysteria that's going around is.
They. I can't even say it because he's so stupid. Right. They to,talked Republicans in the States. Yeah. And I know some Republicans are very dumb. And 40% of Republicans believe that bill Gates is trying to find a cure for the virus so he can inject 'them and cure, them, while putting.
A microchip inside them to track them. Why. How stupid are people. And the fact of the matter is this is being spread by people wholesale all over the place. I don't know, look, the man's got money. He's trying to help. As far as I'm concerned quicker, we got a cure for the virus. The quicker I can leave my house and walk about on the street.
So people need to just get a grip, stop listening to hysteria, stop being all hysterical and getting all crazy and talking all crazy crap. I mean, look, I'll tell you how bad it is. One of my brothers sent me a message. It said. Oh, Someone's given this to me and I'm passing it on to friends and family.
You have to be careful the reason why people are getting infected so quick as the virus is coming in your house on the bottom of your shoe. So I phoned him up. I said, listen, where'd you get that information from? I've got it off the internet. So I said to him, I said, listen, you need to start watching the news and listen to what's going on.
You can take someone and use it a pinch of salt. Yeah. Fine. But you need to listen to the news. No, no, no, no. I don't listen to the news, so, okay. You don't listen to the news, but you're bringing me internet gossip and telling me it's a fact. I said, I'll tell you what, don't send me nothing. No more, cause I don't want to hear it.
It's complete and utter nonsense.
I had another a friend, this friend. They sent me, it was an audio recording of a, Paramedic. And they all hysterical oh...

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at last, I'm back. This has been one hell of a, well, more than a week. I think I've been gone about two weeks, right? It's a roller coaster. I've been on first, break up with the woman that I was seeing. Right. Which was expected. So I saw it coming. so that's over and done with now, done and dusted. I'm not even going to go into it now.

I'll do it whenever I do my podcast about love. But, so many other things have happened. the gas boiler went twice. The electrics in the house is buggered. So that's gone as well. And then I've got to do some funny magic wiring for everything to work. The dishwasher went twice, so they've just come back in and fixed it.

They came in and did a little bit of work on them and they've come back and did some more work. So that's now finally done. Then I decided, I don't know what prompted me to do this, to declare myself self-employed, which I've never said anything before. So I did all my self employed paperwork stuff, contacted the tax office.

Then the tax span went, Oh, you've got to do your taxes from 18 /19 and 19 /20 so I'm sitting there worrying and can't find where to do the paperwork online. Couldn't get in online first to begin with, cause all my stuff wasn't correct. Then I had to phone them. Long phone call. I mean, one hell of long phone call.

Essentially I got through to them, sorted it out. My tax numbers to log in on. Then I phoned back cause I had another problem, got some idiot on the, on the phone who basically kicked me off the line and put me back into the queue to wait for about another hour. Then I got really nice lady was sitting there and I kept saying to her, look, I cannot find where I'm meant to file my taxes.

So we went for everything. She, she stayed there. The thing is, she was really good cause she stayed there with me. We kept clicking buttons, logging out, logging back in, and she said, you should see a button there that says do your self employed stuff. Like declare your taxes on that. Fill in your, your your assessment.

I said, there's nothing now. So we went for it over and over about half an hour we're going through this thing. Then she goes, Oh. I think I know what's wrong and I'll go as well. And she said, well, basically your taxes have not due to be filled in until the thursday that was coming. And this was on the Monday.

the two of us just burst out laughing. I've never laughed so much in my life. and I just said to her, I said, so far, that's the best thing that's happened today. then what she did was she looked at my taxes and the amount that I earn, which is not a lot. and decided that the year 18 /19 I didn't have to register for it.

For paying my taxes or self employed. So that took half the worry off my mind because I was sitting there thinking I own about four grand based on the fact that its gone in late, blah, blah, blah, et cetera. But she said, no, there's nothing there. Forget about that. Then I started filling in my paperwork, got the paperwork done on thursday , click the button at the end, and then it said, you told us you weren't working and you told us you're not self employed.

I'm thinking, but I did tell you I'm self employed. So I had to phone them, phone them up, got someone on phone eventually. Cause because of the corvid there's a long delay. Got somebody eventually started talking to them and he said, well the reason why it's doing that is because you earned so little.

Basically, you don't have to pay any taxes. So all this crap, I've gone through two weeks of hiding my head in the sand, doing all this nonsense phone calls, everything. I didn't even have to do it. Do you know what I mean? What...

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Sorry for being off here for a little while. I've been busy trying to. Reorganize my shop cause I run two shops online. bigbaddaboom.shop and fluffydumplings.com but fluffy dumplings is offline because of a corvidand I can't import stuff from China. bigbaddaboom I've just started restocking the shop and putting things back on there just to get it all up and running again anyway.

I'm back now. I've got two special shows that I'm going to be doing. should it be in today and tomorrow, but instead it's going to be tomorrow and the day after. Cause today I just want to highlight something. But have you noticed that ever since the corvid virus, There's less traffic on the road, less planes are less boats, ships, et cetera. Less trains, traveling, less buses running less of us humans actually destroying the environment.

And if you noticed the way that nature has slowly started to. Reclaim certain things. So if you go out and you look, you'll see flowers growing where they don't normally grow. there was the thing on the news about the sheep walking down a main road and with so many sheep, you've got different animals that are coming more into the city now because there are less people around.

You've got, The ocean's looking a lot cleaner and clearer. So there's so many things that are happening at the moment where nature itself has started to reclaim certain things that we as humans have been destroying for years. , greenhouse gas has been reduced. Our output from, coal-fired furnaces, businesses that are constantly pumping out pollution into the air has gone down.

I suffer from asthma and I've noticed that my breathing has actually improved. since theres less cars on the road. Now, I may be wrong, I don't know, but think of it this way. Could it be that this virus is mother nature? Because mother nature has a way of balancing things. No matter what people do, there will always be balance.

So we as people create certain situations in this world and nature will always find a way to rebalance it. So could the virus itself be nature's way of rebalancing the destruction that we're doing, a disease that is destroying us and removing us from the world? Cause you think about it. if you do certain things, every action has an opposite reaction.

And this is what's happening. So basically the virus is there. The virus is keeping us away from being out, from polluting, from doing everything. It's killing us off. So there's less of us impacting on the planet. So could it possibly be. That this virus is nature's way of actually counteracting us like an antibody against us.

I'm not saying it is, but as a possibility, and that's like a deep, deep, deep conspiracy theory. Very deep. Anyway, that's me for today. Tomorrow I'm coming back. I'm going to be doing a show about depression. I'm going to be talking about my life. I'm going to be talking about my history. Right. And some of this stuff is a bit like, I don't know. People may not like it, but what the hell? It's real life anyway.

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the world definitely has to be out of balance because this has been one hell of a crazy day. I told you what happened this morning, got up, no gas on, only have a crap of cold war bath, et cetera, et cetera. So anyway, all day, nothing I've gone out. Got two big shopping bags in my hand, rucksack on my back full of shopping, walking down the main road.

My phone rings. Who is it? British gas. Hello? Uh, we're 10 minutes away. I said, hold on a minute. You said you'll be here tomorrow, which would be on the Wednesday, the next day. Oh, no. They told me to come today. I said, well, there's no way that I'm going to be able to get back home in 10 minutes. It'll take me at least 40 minutes to get back home.

So he went , okay. I'll come tomorrow then. and i went . Alright. So anyway, that was like some kind of crazy, crazy situation. Then gotten home, struggled really shopping bags. So heavy. Got home for, okay. That's tomorrow. Everything's fine. Day's going fine. Did a lot of work on the computer, did all the little bits and pieces.

Haven't done my exercises yet though, and I've just opened a bottle of wine, so I'm about to have that. But anyway, went round the house that says, go and pass the radiator. He felt warm, touched it all the radiators come back on again. So everything's working again. So I've attempted to contact British gas again to say, look, let's cancel it for tomorrow, but you can't cancel the appointment, so I'm going to have to wait for the guy to turn up tomorrow to tell him, look, I prefer if you didn't come in the house and then I bet you with my luck, and the way fate is going that day after I tell him not to bother, the heat is going to go again, but I don't actually want him to come in their house.

Because of the risk of my parents. so I don't actually want that to happen, but this is a mad mad day.its enough to drive you mad or to think something's conspiring against you. But then being the way that I am, I'm always very optimistic, very motivated. So it doesn't actually bother for me. plus the fact that I've got my glass of wine here, we've got a full bottle, and I think I'm going to knock that back and just pretend today, just never ever happened.

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not all days are made equal. Some days are good days and some days are really bad. Days today got up. Everything was fine. I'm awake, my normal two o'clock in the morning, watch the news, do all the stuff that I normally do. Went on a computer, did my website. Pinterest, Instagram, Twitter, did everything, all my bits and pieces.

I don't actually feel the cold, so I don't actually notice when it's cold. But as I was going downstairs about half past four or five o'clock touched the radiator didn't feel warm. So I went upstairs, checked when I checked it looked like everything was okay cause everything showed as being on hot water boiler, everything, everything working went downstairs, came back up, still can feel the cold Um, plus I turned my radiator off. Now I'm a carer for my mom and dad, so my mom's 97 I'm a dad's, got dementia, and I'm a carer for both of them. So anyway, my mom's got up, gone downstairs. Then she said to me, Oh, the radiators not hot, so I've gone back upstairs, check the radiator, going back downstairs, check the boiler is flashing red. So did the reset with the system flashing red did a reset of the system. Flashing red.

Now we've, for me, most things don't actually bother me. So I just thought, okay, I'll just contact the gas people. They'll come in, they'll have to do it in an emergency. Even though it's a lockdown, they're not meant to come in the house.

if it's vulnerable people, then it an emergency, they'll turn out. So anyway. Set all of that up and I thought, well, they come in tomorrow between eight and one o'clock. Cool. No problem. Now with me, I'm very funny. Every day I have a bath. I have to go in the bath every single day. So once I've got up, done my workout, done everything else, I'll go in the bath.

So then. Or check the radiator in the bathroom. Now that radiates. It has to be hot for the hot water to be hot cause there is another problem with the electrics running the immersion heater. So anyway, touch the raid here. And then i thought. Oh no. Because the radiator is cold.it mean theirs no hot water means I can't have a bath.

Now, that to me is like pushing it, so it's like the entire world all around me. Just saying. Your buggered, your buggered, your buggered. Now normally I would just crumble, but because I'm always motivated and always positive, I just put a positive spin on it. Now I've still got to go out, so it means, and I hate this with a passion.

I'm going to have to have a cold bath. I hate cold water on my skin. I just can't stand it. Really, really hate it, but I'm going to have to do it.

Now, most people by now would have freaked out, gone crazy, gone. Oh my God, everything's against me. Life is conspiring, but I'm always positive. I always put a positive spin on things.

What you should do is read a book called goals by Brian Tracy. Absolutely fantastic book. I'm going to mention it again in another podcast, but. Listen to this book I've wrote as an audio book or buy the book itself and read the book. It will change your life and it will show you why you should always be positive about everything.

Regardless of what's happened in the whole world could crumble around. You always remain positive. Once you're positive, you'll always find a way out. The moment you give up, you'll never find a way out, and it would be like falling into a black hole that you can never climb out of. So always, always remain positive.

Don't let anything get you down. Don't get depressed over anything. Yes, you can have a a mild spell, snap out of it. Get on with it.

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I was going to record a nice, calm. podcast about love, et cetera. but I've been dragged back again to Corona virus because coronavirus is everywhere. corvid19, everyone's talking about it, but there seems to be enough of a conspiracy theory that's been gathering strength. Now. Previously, a lot of countries have been talking about the aging population, how people are living longer.

people who are elderly and people who have longterm illnesses are becoming a burden on the actual health service of many different countries. So some people are saying that could Corona virus be. manmade. I have my doubts, but then it's not down to me to say which way it goes. But could it be manmade created to actually kill off some of the older people in society?

It's a distinct possibility. Cause if you notice it was primarily affecting elderly people and people who have medical problems. If these people die off, then one. They don't receive their pensions. They do not get pensions from their pension schemes at work. they're no longer a burden on the health, services around the world.

if you look at Italy, for example, Italy had a death of, I think it was at something like 20,000 or whatever. Dead within a short space of time, and all of them were primarily elderly people. I'm not going to say just killed strictly old people. Um, because like with anything, you can't actually control it.

But I'm just saying what I keep finding on the internet, these conspiracy theories is going out there, whether it's real or not, who knows? It could be, it could possibly be, but if someone was evil enough to create something like that, they need to burn in. Hell

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I'm up and it's bright and early in the morning at six o'clock I forgot to say it, but I'm watching the news. No, I'm not a politician. Yeah, never did I ever say that I'm a politician. I don't understand the decisions that they're making and the things that they're doing, but I know what crazy is, and here's the thing.

They're talking about an exit strategy from the lockdown. How are we going to go back to normalicy? That's bull until the virus has gone. As far as I'm concerned, we need to stay in lockdown. Yes, it's costing the country economically, et cetera, et cetera. But I would prefer it to cost the country economically rather than to cost us in lives.

how can you put a price on life now the virus hasn't gone. We're still having what, nearly 6, 700 deaths per day. I think we're at over 20,000 in England that have died. So how can you be thinking of an exit strategy. The thing that they should have done was everyone compulsory. As soon as you leave the house, you should be wearing a mask.

If you're wearing a mask, then you can't infect no one. Yes, you can get infected because not all the masks will stop that. You can get it for your eyes wherever. Yeah, but you need to wear a mask that way. No one's getting infected now. I don't mind if they stop the lockdown. And everyone wears a mask when you're on the street.

I see every single person wearing a mask. Everyone on buses, everyone going into shops, et cetera, but they're not going to do that. What they're talking about now is a, most of it is by people that are just greedy and want more income, more money. They're going to stop the lockdown, let people go back out.

The death rate is going to rise again. Then they're going to say, Oh my God. Why did we let the people out? Oh, it was a mistake. People are going to blame the government and it's the same people who were complaining saying, we need to go back to normality. They're doing the same in America. Exactly the same thing.

They're going to let the people back out in the street. More people are going to get infected. It is ridiculous.

This is not all about money. This is about people's lives and you got to put the human life first rather than how much money you've got in your pocket.

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I tried my best to try and refrain from actually doing a podcast for a few days to kind of let my, astonished feeling kind of died down.

Right now I'm not going to call any names. So I'm going to stay away from using names, but evidently there was someone who's classified as the leader of the free world.

Now, I didn't realize that the world was in bondage and needed to be free or had a leader who led them. I thought each country had its own sovereignty.

Anyway, there's a leader of the free world now. I've heard some stupid things in my time. And I really have tried to bite my tongue and not say anything about this, but what was suggested was that you inject disinfectant, all bleach or any kind of caustic kind of material into your body to stop you getting Corona virus or to destroy Corona virus.

There was also a suggestion of. Using ultraviolet light in the body, which in itself is kind of like difficult anyway. getting back to the point because I'm not calling any names and I'm not saying nothing. And the reason why I've got to do this podcast is because I listened to not what was said, but the argument on different, forums. Of the people arguing both sides of it.

Now you've got the supporters of the said leader of the free world who actually tried to justify what was said, and it was so ridiculous. And then you've got people on the other side who actually. Put the facts out there and said, well, this was the facts. It was recorded.

You could see it, you could hear it. And the people who were supporters actually denied that it was said or said. It's tried to say it was said in ingest. Now, just just to take that to one side by itself.

We are in a very serious time. This is a world changing event, Corona, virus. if say for example the virus mutated. Then basically that could be an event where it's life ending. The whole of mankind could die because basically if that virus mutated, then there'd be chasing their tail , trying to come up with an antidote to something that just keeps on changing the fact that this is a life changing world changing event.

I can't imagine anyone. Who would say something and then say, Oh, I was being sarcastic. How was it sarcastic? There were so many people that have died. There were so many families that have lost people. Why would you make light of a situation like that? That's ridiculous. And the people who are justifying what was said, can you not read or write or is there a problem? Is your brain cells not working? Don't they fire properly or they fire in a different order? At the end of the day, we're in a situation now where mankind basically is fighting an organism fighting for its survival. Yeah. So like I said, if that organism mutated, then it's going to be worse.

At the moment. they can't even trace how people are actually getting infected. So until you know, all of these things, how people are getting infected, why it's affecting some people worse than other people after having the virus, are you immune to the virus? All these questions and not even being answered. And for somebody to come out with something as ridiculous as that.

When you are supposed to be someone that millions of people are looking up to. If not billions, then you should. You shouldn't be where you are now. I can imagine, and I really hope this doesn't happen, that there are people out there who will inject themselves with this crap because their brains just, you've got people that were tin fall on their head because they think it's going to stop the ultraviolet rays or the rays causing me graze from embodying their brain.

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I have a dream and that dream is to set up and run my own gym. How it came about was really funny. And he's kinda. It took a long time

, I've always been fit, extremely fit. And as I spoke about in episode one, introducing Steve, I told you how I went from fit to totally unfit after having a heart attack, being diagnosed with diabetes and a few other conditions.

when I tried getting back in the gym. I noticed that. There was a problem. the health and fitness industry is not balanced correctly. The people that actually need to get fit cannot afford to get fit. The people that don't need to get fit can afford it, and they actually waste a lot of money.

I know someone who, who spends, 80 pound a month on gym membership. And they've never been in over a year. And asked them. Why? I said, well, why don't you cancel it? And they just said, ah, I will go soon. And that is ridiculous. So my thing is I want to buy a house, convert the house into a gym.

And do one to one sessions with people. So that way, because it's in a house rather than in a gym setting, a lot of people object to actually going into a gym, more people would be more likely to go into a house train one-on-one, because then there's none of that. Feeling inferior to other people or getting that kind of like, negative type feel or anything or thinking people are watching you. So that would eliminate that

To actually make it work because I'm training people for free and of course the house is going to cost money, the fittings, electricity, the machines, everything is on a cost. So to offset it. What I would do is when the gym is not in use for one to one.

Rent it out to personal trainers, which is what a normal gym does. So that would bring an income coming into the gym itself. if the model actually works, because I'm not interested in the money, I'm interested in the helping, that's where I get my kick from my buzz from.

So if the model does work. Then what I want to do eventually is apply for a charitable status and then rinse and repeat the same formula in a different location. So then just have a chain of them, which are helping people who basically need that help, who cannot afford that gym.

Now, if you look at the situation we're in now, obesity is one of the fastest rise in problems that we have, not just in England, but in other countries as well.

And he's not gonna get any better. It's going to get worse or be city leads to a load of other problems. So it leads to cardiac problems. It leads to diabetes. It leads to high blood pressure. It leads to arthritis, it's leads to back pain. It leads to so many different things. So if we can actually find a way to help people and to reduce obesity, then basically it takes the strain off the NHS

So this is my dream now. I started a crowdfund, which I'm hopefully trying to get off the ground properly. Then my crowdfund link is in my about section on my website, which is in the description below. I also tried to run my own business, which I'm not making millions, especially with this corvid thing that has happened.

So the links to my business is in the description below. I'm not into money. Money is just a tool to make things happen. So all I want to do is to get this off the ground, get it working. Let's see if I can make a difference to people's lives anyway.

True. dat.