Asking a man who believes in Jesus, "How does God and the great cloud of witnesses know if you "believe" in Jesus?"

More pressure from my mother and a dream about trying to arrange to have my children for the Summer by contacting my ex-wife and essentially threatening legal action

Realizing even if God doesn't give me Laura, that He has arranged for her and her children to be prayed for for 2 years and 8 months so far

Two more wonderful divine encounters at Starbucks: A local pastor who wants to buy 10 books and a church leader from a large Baptist church who confirms exactly the problems I saw that caused me to leave.

Fervent prayer to the Lord to show me His financial support and to allow me to have the children this Summer...He then shows me Gen 6:22 that Noah did all that the Lord commanded Him

I'm feeling like I'm giving and giving and giving, but I am experiencing so little receiving, particularly in the area of finances. The pressure is building again

More frustration and pressure regarding my need to memorize more Scripture

The frustration of feeling so alone in my faith after attending a men's group at a local Baptist church

I feel I have to be skeptical to anyone who calls themself a Christian

Learning that the band Jesus Culture is a terrible Satanic deception leading many young people astray

I have a dream where a man says everyone knows that I'm the guy who tears down everyone and I take all the fun out of Christianity

After watching a documentary about the terrible false revival in Lakeland, FL and the terrible false prophet Todd Bentley God leads me to the passage in Hebrews about Jesus hating wickedness