More agony and crying out to God as I continue to try to memorize the teachings of Jesus Christ

I feel like God is trying to show in heaven what he can do with an idiot since He is not letting me out of this

The idea comes to me to create a private online Christian fellowship area and God shuts me down immediately

As of June 24th, 2015 I had only 98 subscribers on YouTube...(92,000 as of July 18, 2020)

A very weird and very disappointing encounter with the youth pastor from Church of the Highlands one of the fastest growing non-denominational churches in the country

My response to all the videos going around on YouTube saying the world is going to end, or the rapture is going to happen on September 23rd 2015

God confirms to me that I've heard correctly and shows me the 522 again after prayer

The stages of a promise by A.W. Tozer

The moment I realized it has been years since I've even had the money to go to dinner and how I've been content for so long in my poverty

Commentary: Streams Devotional "Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?"