Still waking up every morning feeling darkness and weak in my faith

I sense God is teaching me to learn to have strong faith without feeling any of it and getting me to a place where even if nothing good happens in my circumstances I still have hope for heaven

Finally after about two weeks of darkness, light has come again into my heart

Telling the Lord that more than I want anything, I want humility and realizing what a miracle it is that I even desire that

Several deep insights about pride and humility

Living like a true Christian is the hardest journey on the planet

Learning to minister only in accordance with God's will and not simply doing "good works" for God has been one of the most difficult lessons to learn

Reflecting on how much failure I've had in my ministry in the last few weeks...everything I have touched is failing

I have run out of "me" as I realize I cannot help anyone without depending on God in prayer

Seeing progress where I allowed someone else to take credit for something I said without mentioning it

Realizing Jesus teaching of "taking the lowest" place applies to so many areas of life, not just a banquet

The longest passage of Scripture I've memorized so far

More sinus health issues flair up preventing me from being able to work