God uses an Andrew Murray book to give me the most wonderful encouragement. When God is building your faith, He will allow your prayers to go unanswered on purpose

An example of a text conversation between my ex-wife and I, showing she is captive to the Father of lies

How Satan has been used through my ex-wife for such good

Great encouragement from reading Hudson Taylor's love story

I only want God to promote me, so that I can promote Him and His ways

Hudson Taylor learned that God was his One Great Circumstance in life, not all the other lesser circumstances

Repenting of the prideful thought, "Mom, I already know that verse"

I see two very conspicuous 919's and 525's just before I hear a "good idea" of starting up groups and promoting the ministry

The Lord is warning me to stay put and not attempt to do something "good" for Him, but rather wait for Him Always

God has produced more fruit in my the last two years than in the previous twenty years

Seeing God's graciousness to me to HOLD ME BACK in so many ways over the years to protect me and keep me humble

Recalling all the times I had to cause pain to myself by denying myself and instead obeying and doing God's will by waiting on Him