In the shadow of two ancient volcanoes, I became a scholarship student, filled with excitement and fear. While I walked in contradiction: a bookworm who parties like a rockstar, a humanitarian who struggles with self-worth, and a young woman searching for her identity in a world of social and cultural expectations. My journey was a wild blur of "unstoppable intensity" as I navigated friendships, a tumultuous relationship with a boy, and a constant quest to understand who I truly am.

In this episode, I reflected on my time in Tucson, Arizona, a self-discovery journey where I navigated a new culture and my own identity. I shared my family's "American Dream" and my tight-knit friendship with my cousin and her friends, while I was introduced to high school subcultures and punk rock. The episode also touches on my sexual awakening, which was my inspiration to create one of my Art pieces: The Source.

In this episode, I journey back to the pivotal moment of my transition from childhood to womanhood—a path unexpectedly rerouted to my maternal roots in the vibrant landscapes of Sonora. Through the stories and deeply held beliefs of my family, I began to unravel and question the judgmental views on ethnicity and the rigid roles assigned to women. My own youthful rebellion, a direct result of excessive parental control, became a key to understanding these ingrained patterns. Ultimately, this journey concludes with a powerful reflection on the "shadows" that shape every family, inspiring listeners to explore their own creative power and break free from inherited beliefs, just as I learned to do.

The "Turn Into" podcast chronicles my personal journey into backstrap weaving, guided by Angela, a master weaver. Despite immense personal loss, Angela fosters a supportive environment where women share profoundly. My perspective shifted dramatically after reading Charles Fernyhough's book, which redefined my understanding of my inner voices. This awakening, coupled with the surprising appearance of an unusual voice, connected me to vivid dreams that ultimately led me to a significant figure in Virginia.

My latest episode took me home to Jaltipan, Mexico, a place where history and culture beautifully intertwine. This episode, we'll delve into the town's remarkable heritage, shaped by the convergence of Indigenous roots, Spanish influence, and the vital contributions of African enslaved people who arrived in Veracruz. It's a story told through Jaltipan's distinctive traditions, rhythmic music, and spirited dancing—each a testament to the powerful cultural blend that defines my hometown and women's character.

Today I recount my transformative journey that began with a planned short trip to my birthplace, Jaltipan, Veracruz, which quickly extended as I reconnected with my roots and decided to learn the ancient craft of Backstrap weaving. Despite initial struggles, I committed to the art, delving into the intricate details of weaving, highlighting its historical significance and deep connection to nature, noting how the rhythmic movements fostered self-love and healing.

Welcome back to "Turn Into," where the Mushroom Lady continues her compelling story. In this episode, delve into the unexpected ways Western visitors impacted María Sabina's life and explore the profound, often challenging, legacy she left in the world. You'll also discover how Gina's role in her relationship shifted dramatically, transforming her into a character straight out of a 1950s sitcom, and the surprising event that would heighten her senses and irrevocably change the direction of her life.

This "Turn Into" podcast episode intertwines the life of Maria Sabina Magdalena García, a Mazatec healer whose sacred mushroom ceremonies were exposed to the West, with host Gina's own profound spiritual awakening. After a chance encounter introduces Gina to the world of sacred mushrooms, she embarks on a transformative journey that heightens her senses, leading to intense empathy, spiritual encounters, and a detachment from her former corporate life and relationships. This new, overwhelming sensibility, though challenging, pushes her to understand healing and inspired her to create Mushroom Lady Artwork.

Join me on "Turn Into"! In this Episode I share the personal story behind my inspiration to create a piece of art centered on Medusa, delving into the historical and mythological elements that shaped my unique artistic vision. Beyond the myths, we explore how every woman carries an inner Medusa—a force of pure love and truth. This episode uncovers how early conditioning can hide this vital energy and shares powerful insights on reclaiming your authentic self, transforming hidden anger into wisdom, and influencing your world from within.

Join me in this episode as we step back in time to my childhood, a world shaped by the powerful presence of four extraordinary women. Discover how their unique strengths, passions, and perspectives didn't just influence my personality, but profoundly steered me towards a future as an artist. From the vibrant hues of my home life to the foundational lessons learned at my knees, we'll explore the intimate journey that sculpted my creative spirit.