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(prod. @prodmichael)

(written, recorded, mixed by me, myself and i)

↓ lyrics ↓

cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night

i tried taking every pill but i didn't die

i lied to myself saying that i was over her

now i'm looking at her pic's to feel close to her

no matter how hard i try i wont be enough

when i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up

is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines

i just wanna be your's

girl be mine

doing this

doing this

i don't feel like doing this

wake up every morning just to feel like fucking shit

i cant find the point of this

makes me just hate everything

wish i had a single friend

don't wanna wake up again

teardrops falling in the wind

why the fuck you even ask when you can clearly see i'm not okay

every single day wanna fucking blow my brains

i can never see you when i want to baby thats a shame

time to throw myself right in front of a moving subway train

when the fuck will this pain stop

imma jump right off this building and fall like a raindrop

i be posted up selling drugs right outside GameStop

contemplating if i should kill myself

im not good for anything else

cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night

i tried taking every pill but didn't die

i lied to myself saying that I was over her

now i'm looking at her pic's just to feel close to her

no matter how hard i try i wont be enough

when i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up

is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines

i just wanna be your's, girl be mine

girl be mine

girl be mine

(end)