When Saul's paulus became Paul, Barnabas opened the door to the apostles, which were suspiciously suspicious of his conversion and feared him. Also in your life there are people who God brings to you at the right time. But then Paul and Barnabas struggled and they separated themselves. For whatever reason friendships in your life, you always divide you with God's blessing of these friends. Bring your frustration and your injuries to the cross and prologue despite all the positives about these people. Even if it's just a positive thing that occurs. Because you are not a victim and pity does not heal. Beware a soft heart where God can work so you do not continue these injuries.