in this podcast episode, I realize alot of things about myself and I dont have the solution to it yet, but I have the awareness of it. There will be a part two to this episode, but my point is to show you guys that not always will you have the answers to your solutions and thats okay, sometimes its more about understanding why you are they way that you are, and feel the way that you do. you will grow, you will learn, you will get better at the things you struggle the most at.