Every expert, every book will tell you that gratitude is the gateway to joy.  And that is true.  But what happens when you don't feel grateful?  What happens when you know there is goodness around you, but you struggle to access gratitude because you are struggling so much under the weight of the things you are not grateful for.  In today's episode, Mazi will discuss how we navigate feeling simultaneously grateful and ungrateful and learn to hold both of those realities in the palm of our hand.