The first instalment of a three part series, on my life. It's troubles. My mistakes. And most importantly, my honest review uncovering and rehashing old memories.  The quick benefits of my meditation journey. Followed by the quick recovering of past traumas in early teen life and adulthood. The shocking realisation of memories forgotten, and the vivid images that these events conjured in my mind. Also covering, in this first episode my fist ever experience, and an early one at that, of being on my periods. How do you even comprehend what’s going on when you’re so young! Only way to explain to yourself is… I’m dying!